Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
She had no eyes through which to see herself, but from the way Millicent and the healer spoke, she knew her supple cheeks had become gaunt and sallow. They’d commented in hushed, harried tones over how her tanned skin was chalky and clammy. Even her hair, they said, had become dull and limp.
Nox had nothing to do but think and sleep and think and sleep and think and sleep. Her mind dwelled on how it hadn’t been until after her succubus powers had manifested that suddenly she’d “learned” everything about the day Amaris had ridden off with an armed northern assassin. Millicent had told her Amaris had been abducted and led her to believe the girl was being held in the north. The lie was so elegant. So simple.
No one had ever told her how much loathing tasted like molded fruit and rotten meat. The putrid flavors swirled in the back of her throat as Millicent’s tales festered within her. The world’s best lies, after all, are composed from truths. She’d been groomed to hear such a lie, and she hated herself for it. She’d been too thirsty for knowledge. Her need for answers and tangible solutions had opened her up to a beautiful deception.
The anger of her manipulation burned hotter than her fever. She despised how blinded she’d been. Of course, given the craftiness of Millicent’s motives, Nox had been willing to gather forces. How else could the Madame have possibly convinced Nox to create her small army? Nox had known that Millicent wanted the power all along, but it had been presented as a shared need for conquest. It was a brilliant lie in its effective subtlety. Nox would amass the troops for a sham, and Millicent would swoop in to use what she had collected.
Nox had become a murderer. She’d justified every still-warm body, every botched mission, every corpse carried from her rooms. Everything she’d done had been for justice, for liberation, for love.
Millicent had been the marionette all along.
If she’d never been purchased by the Madame, taken in the stead of the deposit paid for Amaris, she never would have been touched by a man. She would have lived her life without knowing the dark curse that lurked within her womanhood for any male who dare come near her.
Her anger grew as her mind would meditate on nothing else, trapped in a cycle composed only of sleep, wake, think, hate, plan, repeat.