Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Amaris walked away from the temple, her feet carrying her of their own accord. Her legs felt numb as she descended the steps, rejoining the men. She couldn’t explain why, but she felt like she wanted to cry. It was as if she were waking from a dream. It was surreal enough that Amaris could convince herself it had never happened at all. She felt this with greater intensity as she left the smooth, holy walls and stepped amidst the shapes of men. Their exchange had come to an abrupt, dissatisfying end before she’d learned anything. Her companions flashed glances between their friend and the holy woman expectantly.
“So?” Malik was the first to speak, his voice ripe with anxious tension. His tone was hushed despite his eagerness in honor of their sacrosanct location. “Did the priestess tell you what we needed to know?”
“Yes,” Amaris answered as she led them away from the temple.
Gadriel spoke up next, forcing his voice to control his eagerness at the debriefing. They’d barely passed the line of trees before he pushed, “And? What did you learn?”
“Nothing.”
* * *
The men were not patient with her as she recounted her experience. Amaris thought she’d been agitated in the temple, but she had underestimated the men’s capacity for irritation. Their frustration over having not been present compounded with testosterone resulted in a rather unfortunate explosion of helplessness. The cross-examination that ensued was not particularly pleasant. Reever and Raascot alike found themselves pacing before her, throwing up agitated gestures with questions like “Why didn’t you ask this?” or “Why didn’t you say that?”
Amaris let them rant, idly wondering if outbursts like this were amongst the reasons men were not permitted in the temple. Sure, the paths forward seemed obvious to the boys as they stomped through the forest, retrospectively analyzing the events that had taken place at the foot of the Tree of Life. If they had been there, maybe they would have made more demands, and perhaps they would have learned even less, been discarded even sooner. Amaris had played the priestess’s game to whatever dissatisfying end it yielded. While Gadriel was furious and Ash was beside himself, Amaris felt relatively confident that she had learned something, even if she didn’t know what it was. She sat between Malik and Zaccai, who seemed content to watch their prospective counterparts storm about.
“She was beautiful,” Malik offered. It was a comment of admiration.
“She was.”
“And that tree,” Malik mused, more to himself than to the others.
“Have either of you heard anything about the Tree of Life?” She looked to Malik, then to Zaccai. Perhaps the men couldn’t communicate effectively with each other directly, but that wasn’t going to stop her from conversation. “Yggdrasil? She said several other names for the tree, but I’ve never heard anything about this. If we worshipped a tree, shouldn’t we know?”