Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Too much time had passed since Millicent had asked the question. She was taking too long to answer, and the failure stuck in her throat like a dry pill. Millicent raked her eyes over Emily as she waited for the response, taking her time as if counting every one of her infinite freckles.
“Death?” Emily offered, heart skipping a beat as its pace increased to match her nerves.
“Oh, not a bad guess at all. Yes, death can be an effective motivator. But, no, death motivates only from fear. The brave and the foolish alike do not fear death, at least not as they should.” Millicent leaned forward onto her elbows, bending in closer to the girl. “Money is also quite powerful, of course. A man with no title can still buy the lands, the forces, the wine and women and the obedience of others. But money, like death, is motivated by selfishness. Selfishness can be predictable. It has its limits.”
Millicent stood from her chair, leaning on the edge of her desk. Emily remained seated, her unease growing as the woman in black continued to speak. “Knowledge,” she said, “has kept universities running, it has kept politics flowing, it has aided in the ebbs and flows of kingdoms. Yes, knowledge is certainly important.” She took a few steps around the desk and was now on the same side as Emily. The choking vanilla cloud intensified. They were within an arm’s reach of each other. Millicent shifted her hip, perching on the edge of the desk, looking down at the young woman as she leaned against the piece of furniture.
Moments like these, she was reminded of how truly powerless she was. Her discomfort meant nothing to Millicent. She couldn’t get up and leave. She wanted space. Emily wished the wooden desk had stayed between them. The closer Millicent drew, the thicker the constricting fog of vanilla became.
The woman continued talking, but she was only speaking to herself. She purred, “Power for power’s sake is preferential, as it requires little effort aside from being born a crowned prince, but who amongst us outside of the royal family can claim true power in and of itself? Even the royals probably have limits, as they’re not the goddess herself.”
Emily looked up helplessly.
“No? No guesses?”
Emily shook her head, desperately wishing this lesson would end so she could leave.