Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Usually when she was this close to Ash, the scent of autumn was tinged with sweat, dirt, and the midday sunlight from the ring. Occasionally the red and orange smells of maples and oaks in the fall would mix with the oil from their blades, the leather of his armor, or the hide of his horse. She inhaled the perfume of fallen leaves and chestnuts, knowing it wasn’t one she wanted to smell again. Not like this. Not in the morning, against his skin. Not in the wake of her shame.
Amaris vowed to put the embarrassment of this misstep into the airtight box within her. It would have to suffocate deep inside her chest if she was to stand a chance of forgetting her botched attempt at seduction. She tested the invisible container to ensure that it had room to hold yet another traumatic experience, and then she slipped the night inside, securing the chains around it, never to be thought of again.
With the lid tightly closed on her emotions, she dragged her gaze down the sleeping man a final time, eyeing him for exactly who he was.
He looked peaceful. The reever was one year her senior. Though he’d been lean and sinewy when they’d met, his chest, arms, and back had filled out beautifully, matching the firm, strong legs that had carried him up and down the mountain. They were not the muscles of an overgrown brute but those of a body prone to action. His hair had dried in the night in wavy, coppery locks around his face. His grit, his might, his will had relaxed into perfect silence as he slept. She might have thought him dead if she hadn’t been slumbering beside them night after night in the forest, knowing he never snored.
There was a friendly love in her heart that wanted her to press a kiss to his coppery hair while he slept, but no. Their chapter had closed. They were brothers in arms. That was the only love she wished to foster.
Amaris slipped out from beneath the covers. Redressing silently, she allowed him his sleep. He didn’t stir as she let herself tiptoe down the hall and into the tavern below where bread and eggs were being served. Malik was already awake, sitting at a table by the window. Warm, morning sunlight lit his features, creating a halo against his golden hair. There were no other patrons in the dining room at this early hour, only a friendly-looking innkeeper picking his way quietly around the room as he set up for the day with a broom and a dustpan. Malik’s eyes were on the road beyond the windowpane, scanning. He saw her walk in and smiled. Perhaps a bath, a night on a proper bed, and a healing tonic had been all he’d needed to forgive her. His heart had always been a bit too pure for this world.