Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Nox had no desire to speak, but her mouth moved of its own accord. She answered, “I guess the matrons always favored me? I was set apart from the others while the Gray Matron kept me for her personal errands? Is that what you mean?”
Millicent considered the answer but remained dissatisfied.
“You have an inherent ability to make people fall in love with you, Nox. Now that I think about it, even your name makes more sense. Who was it that called you ‘Night’? Was it the matrons?”
“No.” She shook her head, feeling her long, black hair as it moved against her chin, her shoulders, down the middle of her back like a thick, silken curtain. Her hair had always been her favorite feature. It made her look like the shadows themselves. “I’m told it was the only thing my mother ever gave me. It was her parting gift before she abandoned me.”
“Well, I don’t suppose she would have known what to do with you. A fae wouldn’t have dropped you in Farehold, which means your father must have been the fae. It’s lucky, really. You’ve been able to hide in plain sight. You would have been sired by a northern fae—”
“A dark fae.”
“Pishposh, dear. You’ll come to find the world isn’t so black and white. Whatever it was that kept you nourished, I’m glad for the love in your life that sustained you for the seventeen years before meeting me. We wasted a year behind the bar, but no more time lost, dear! I don’t know if the matrons could truly have achieved such a feat, but you kept yourself alive long enough to bring you here to me. Believe me, dear, you’ve been running at a tenth of your potential. Now that we know what you are and what you’re capable of…oh, the world is just opening up for you.”
Nox swirled within herself, fingers of her mind gripping like oil against metal. Nothing about Millicent’s office was grounding. The colors and sparkles and sheen on the woman’s gilded bobbles only added to the kaleidoscope Nox felt, as though the floor were rocking, as if she’d been stashed in the belly of a ship without her consent. She didn’t know what to do, what to think, what to feel.
Nox didn’t know where to go, but she didn’t want to stay here. She didn’t know if she could truly leave, but at the very least, she had to get out of this office. She stood, holding her robe closer to her sides.
She found her voice again, utterly disgusted.
“What is the point of this—of a creature like this? Why would I do this? Why would something be created to murder?”