Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Before approaching Millicent, he asked Nox directly if she was available for the Selkie’s private rooms. The expression he’d made when she said she’d never worked on the salon floor made his face shine like the sun itself. He glowed with romanticism as he painted a fanciful picture of the two of them, their bodies intertwined, deflowering one another in the most beautiful union. It was yet another soliloquy in the long line of reasons that made Theo nauseating. He didn’t know her. He didn’t care about her. He loved a fiction.
Nox did her best to find excuses to spend more of her time on the opposite sides of the bar, putting as much physical distance between the ever-growing feeling of distress that his awkward presence brought. Patrons chuckled at Theo’s pitiful advances, often tipping Nox more generously to help ease her obvious discomfort.
When Theo asked Millicent for Nox’s hand in marriage, the Madame calmly quoted him a bride price that was just astronomical enough to buy Queen Moirai’s crown directly from atop her head, and he’d settled on inquiring about the cost of Nox’s maidenhood. Theo’s frequent visits had given the Madame plenty of time to investigate his estate, and she knew exactly how much the man could afford before it broke him. She asked that number plus a single crown more.
The flicker in his eyes between panic, desperation, lust, and love had amused the Madame greatly, but she knew all about the foolishness of men in love. The fortune Theo would pay to be the first to have Nox in his bed was more than enough to cover the Madame’s long-forgotten hopes of having a silver-haired girl in the Selkie. Millicent informed her rather unceremoniously that she would not be bartending that night. The freckled Emily took her shift serving drinks. Her ginger colleague offered a sympathetic smile and comforting touch as Nox moved from behind the bar and walked numbly up the stairs. She was shown directly to one of the smaller rooms in the town house.
Her time to join the ranks of women of the night had come.
She’d numbly bathed, perfumed, and sat upon the bed waiting for the rotund man. He remained deeply in love with her while she fought nausea. She couldn’t care less what he looked like. She’d grown to hate him for his refusal to see things for what they were. He’d painted a romanticized narrative onto Nox, viewing her as a concept of affection rather than a human. She couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but annoyed and physically ill at the thought that he was to be her first.