Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
She did her best not to stare at Ash, but his fae lineage wasn’t the only shocking thing about him. His reddish hair was the color of dark embers just as the fire died. His eyes were golden, ringed with the brown of the earth, and his golden skin reminded her ever so slightly of Nox, though perhaps she’d find a way for all things to remind her of Nox. He had an easy likability about him. Amaris’s guard was up, cautious as they spoke, but she didn’t feel threatened. He looked—and smelled, if she wasn’t mistaken—distinctly of autumn. There was a spice about his relaxed energy.
“You’re fae,” she said. It wasn’t a question. She had been told as much by Samael.
“Part fae.”
“And part human.”
“As are you, Snowflake.”
“Please don’t call me that.” The pain in her heart hit suddenly, surprising her with its intensity. Had it merely been a week since she’d seen her friend? Her only family? Her tether to this world? Between the last few days locked in the keep and a number of days on the road, the math added up, though it felt as though she’d been away for several lifetimes.
Nox had gripped her arms roughly one week ago. The dark, bottomless eyes had quietly looked into hers, poised to escape with her in the twilight hours. Nox had held her in the pantry. Studied with her. Laughed with her. Grown with her. Plotted, shared, danced, and lived side by side with her throughout every moment of her life. The night-haired girl had taken an unspeakable beating from Agnes at the behest of the bishop to protect Amaris from the church’s discovery. It had been the sort of memory that belonged in her tightly sealed box, too horrible for Amaris to unpack.
They’d been meant to run away together. Instead, Amaris had left her alone.
The morning Millicent had come, Amaris had told Nox to…
Oh goddess, no.
The sensation of a dagger pierced her gut, twisting deep within her. Goddess be damned, she understood the disgusting, treacherous moment all at once. As she called on the death of a thousand All Mothers, the sickening fear tore through her.
She had told Nox to wait for her.
At the time, it had been the hushed urgency of a girl who wanted them to run away together. Now she saw it for what it was: persuasion. A command, given and received. Her dreams of Nox running toward the coast were shattered. She pictured the dark-haired girl with her feet glued to the back of the manor. She wasn’t sure if she was about to cry or be sick.