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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“What’s a kulak?” Maria wondered if it was something like a Cossack, but it seemed not.

“Bourgeoisie; born to wealthy parents. We shouldn’t be hiring kulaks, but my husband, Joe, likes your husband and thinks he will be an asset to the farm.”

“Peter is not a kulak,” Maria said quickly. “My parents were bourgeoisie but they are . . .” She couldn’t bring herself to say the word “dead” and sought alternatives. “They are gone now.” Tears came. They always did when she talked about them.

Svetlana put an arm around her. “Don’t cry, my dear,” she soothed, rubbing Maria’s shoulder. “There, there. Too much grief will infect the child in your womb so he will have a melancholy soul.”

Maria thought there was no chance the child could avoid infection because grief filled every cell of her body, even if she was able to control it a little better now than she had a few weeks ago.

Svetlana kissed her cheek and squeezed her shoulders. “I am no lover of the Bolsheviks and their countless rules. We are supposed to abandon religion because it is old-fashioned and anti-Communist, but I still perform obednyas every day, in secret. We have a local priest you can trust. Perhaps you would like to worship with me?”

Maria hesitated. “I will ask my husband,” she said, for they had told the farmer and his wife that they were already married in order to secure the job and the cramped living quarters in a room above a barn. The words “my husband” had a ring she liked.

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“Might we ask the priest to marry us?” she asked Peter later. “I want my baby to be born legitimate.”

Peter smiled indulgently. “I think you will find that Bolsheviks set little store by such formalities. But let us meet this priest and decide if we trust him, then if you want us to be wed it shall be done.”

“You don’t want to?” she asked quickly, anxiety in her voice.

He pulled her close for a hug, and kissed her forehead. “In my mind and in my heart we are already husband and wife, but if a priest’s blessing will make you happy, then so be it.”

Two weeks later, Maria could not stop the tears flowing as the priest intoned the sacred words of the Orthodox wedding ceremony: “O Lord, our God, who hast poured down the blessings of Thy Truth according to Thy Holy Covenant upon Thy chosen servants, our fathers, from generation to generation, bless Thy servants Peter and Maria, and make their troth fast in faith, and union of hearts, and truth, and love . . .”

When the crowns were held above their heads, it was almost too much to bear. The old man stopped and asked, “Are you all right, child? Do you want to continue?” and she nodded and blurted out, “Yes, please.” Peter squeezed her hand tightly but still she could not stop sobbing.