Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
Maria marveled that Peter seemed so calm about this, as if it were an everyday occurrence to change names. “If you’re sure,” she said. She selected a small diamond from her cloth bag.
Later that night, when she was dressed in the stolen clothes, with a peasant woman’s scarf on her head, Peter burned her old ripped gown. It was far too grand for “Citizen Dubova,” a farm worker’s wife, and the bayonet slash on the bodice would arouse suspicion. She wasn’t sorry to see the last of it; it held too many nightmarish memories within its expensive threads.
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“Have you traveled a long way?” the farmer’s wife asked Maria, looking her up and down. “You seem worn out, and your lapti are so battered there is scarcely anything left. My name’s Svetlana. Here—take some bread. Your baby needs you to eat for two. When is he due, by the way?”
Maria made a quick calculation in her head. “June, I think.”
“A June baby is lucky,” Svetlana continued. “He will look after you in your old age, or so the saying goes.”
“It might be a girl . . .”
Svetlana shook her head. “I can tell it’s a boy from the shape of your belly. I’m never wrong about that. You’ve come to the right place; I can help you through the labor.”
Maria paled. She had not given much thought to childbirth and found the prospect terrifying. Her bump was so big already she could not imagine how its contents would ever emerge.
“Don’t worry.” Svetlana smiled. “I’ve delivered four of my neighbors’ babies, as well as umpteen calves.”
That was vaguely reassuring, although Maria wondered if calves were born the same way as humans. She couldn’t see how, given that they had four legs not two.
“Do you have children?” she asked, but Svetlana shook her head.
“It never happened for us, sadly. It wasn’t God’s will.”
All the same, she looked as though she had given birth, with a huge sagging bosom and ample hips. Maria guessed her age to be around forty.
Svetlana continued. “I hope you will be able to help me with the tasks the men leave to us women—you know, weaving, milking, feeding the animals, pickling, baking, and so forth. We’ll be company for each other.”
Maria paled. She had no knowledge of the tasks Svetlana would expect the wife of an itinerant farm worker to be familiar with.
Her ignorance was soon revealed when they went to the shed to do the afternoon milking and she did not know which part of the cow to grab hold of. She tried to copy Svetlana, but no milk came out. The farmer’s wife regarded her thoughtfully.
“You’re a kulak, aren’t you? Makes sense. I had my suspicions from your accent and the fancy way you sit on a chair.”