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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Maria marveled that Peter seemed so calm about this, as if it were an everyday occurrence to change names. “If you’re sure,” she said. She selected a small diamond from her cloth bag.

Later that night, when she was dressed in the stolen clothes, with a peasant woman’s scarf on her head, Peter burned her old ripped gown. It was far too grand for “Citizen Dubova,” a farm worker’s wife, and the bayonet slash on the bodice would arouse suspicion. She wasn’t sorry to see the last of it; it held too many nightmarish memories within its expensive threads.

* * *

“Have you traveled a long way?” the farmer’s wife asked Maria, looking her up and down. “You seem worn out, and your lapti are so battered there is scarcely anything left. My name’s Svetlana. Here—take some bread. Your baby needs you to eat for two. When is he due, by the way?”

Maria made a quick calculation in her head. “June, I think.”

“A June baby is lucky,” Svetlana continued. “He will look after you in your old age, or so the saying goes.”

“It might be a girl . . .”

Svetlana shook her head. “I can tell it’s a boy from the shape of your belly. I’m never wrong about that. You’ve come to the right place; I can help you through the labor.”

Maria paled. She had not given much thought to childbirth and found the prospect terrifying. Her bump was so big already she could not imagine how its contents would ever emerge.

“Don’t worry.” Svetlana smiled. “I’ve delivered four of my neighbors’ babies, as well as umpteen calves.”

That was vaguely reassuring, although Maria wondered if calves were born the same way as humans. She couldn’t see how, given that they had four legs not two.

“Do you have children?” she asked, but Svetlana shook her head.

“It never happened for us, sadly. It wasn’t God’s will.”

All the same, she looked as though she had given birth, with a huge sagging bosom and ample hips. Maria guessed her age to be around forty.

Svetlana continued. “I hope you will be able to help me with the tasks the men leave to us women—you know, weaving, milking, feeding the animals, pickling, baking, and so forth. We’ll be company for each other.”

Maria paled. She had no knowledge of the tasks Svetlana would expect the wife of an itinerant farm worker to be familiar with.

Her ignorance was soon revealed when they went to the shed to do the afternoon milking and she did not know which part of the cow to grab hold of. She tried to copy Svetlana, but no milk came out. The farmer’s wife regarded her thoughtfully.

“You’re a kulak, aren’t you? Makes sense. I had my suspicions from your accent and the fancy way you sit on a chair.”