Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
She lay in bed afterward, curled in a fetal position, her hands pressed between her thighs, nerves all aflutter. What was it that he’d never told anyone before? How could she find out now? Had she kissed him back too much or too little? Should she have invited him in? Did he like her? It certainly seemed that way. What if they started dating and it didn’t work out but they had to carry on working in the same place? The mixture of anxiety and excitement kept her awake until the early hours, and she was groggy but smiling ear to ear when she collected Nicole from Peggy’s the following morning.
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Next time they went to a movie Bill suggested dinner first, and it was lovely. Conversation flowed and they laughed easily, but still he seemed happy to leave her with a kiss at her front gate.
Maybe he doesn’t fancy me? Val worried. Maybe he’s just being friendly.
Then there was another date, and another, and suddenly it was Christmas break.
“Would you and Nicole like to come to Manly for a day over the holidays?” he asked. “I’ll make lunch, and I’m near the beach so you could have a splash in the waves.”
Val fretted over this. What would she tell Nicole? How would she explain who Bill was? In the end, she said a friend had invited them, and Nicole replied, “Cool!” and didn’t ask any questions.
Bill’s house was like a summer rental, just a couple of blocks from the beach. When he opened the door, his dog poked its head out to greet them, and Nicole squealed with delight and reached out to pat her.
“She’s so soft,” she cooed, stroking the silky ears.
“Her name’s Bess and she’s four years old,” Bill told her, but Nicole was so absorbed in the dog that she ignored him.
“Mommy, can we get a dog like this? I love her,” she trilled.
“I don’t know how she would get on with Toffee,” Val cautioned. Toffee was Nicole’s pet rabbit, who lived in a hutch in their backyard.
“They’d be best friends,” Nicole said airily, the expert on such matters.
Bill led them through to a big kitchen with glass doors opening onto a sunny terrace. On a table he had laid a spread of salads, cold meats, and roast chicken legs.
“I decided to make a self-service picnic in case there’s anything you don’t like, Nicole,” he told her.
She glanced at the table. “Eggs are the only thing I don’t like.”
“Phew! I didn’t do eggs.” He grinned.
They ate on the terrace. Bess lay by Nicole’s feet, eyes half closed but still alert for any food that might be dropped.
“I think you have a fan,” Bill said, and Nicole smiled, pleased with herself.