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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“It’s about time you went on a date,” she gushed. “You’re in your prime. All that perfect skin and gorgeous black hair and no one to appreciate them: it’s a crime.”

Val protested. “There’s no way I want a boyfriend. I haven’t got time, and Nicole and I are happy on our own.”

“Just go!” Peggy chided. “You’ve got nothing to lose. I’ll have Nicole for a sleepover in case you are overcome by lust.”

“Lust? What’s that?” Val replied. “I’ve read the term in books but never experienced it.”

Peggy laughed, but the fact was, Val thought, it was true.

* * *

She sat awkwardly in the cinema, careful not to let her elbow touch Bill’s on the armrest. They shared a box of popcorn but he ate most of it, scooping up huge handfuls and hoovering them down. The film was excellent: funny and affecting, and Val had to wipe away tears before the lights came up at the end.

Bill insisted on walking her home, wheeling his bike beside him, and they talked about the themes of the movie—mental illness, the use of electroconvulsive therapy—and the great performances by the cast.

At Val’s front gate, he carried on talking and she worried that he expected to be invited in. Would he want coffee? Or a beer? Or would he expect to have sex? She tried to remember if she was wearing matching undies. If they did have sex, would it be awkward at work on Monday? Would he think she was an easy lay? She was so busy worrying that she had stopped listening to what he was saying and was jolted back to the present when he remarked, “Do you know, I’ve never told anyone about that before. You’re a great listener.”

He leaned over and touched his lips to hers, and she tensed. It wasn’t a long kiss. He didn’t try to put his tongue in her mouth, which she hated. But it was a kiss that was more intimate than friends would share. And it was nice.

When he broke away, he smiled. “Can we do this again sometime? I need to educate you about cinema, after all.”

“OK. Yes, I’d like that,” Val replied, feeling like an idiot.

Bill started to wheel his bike down the road. At the corner, he turned and bowed ostentatiously. Val waved.