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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

YURI HAD SAID HE WOULD RETURN THE FOLLOWING weekend and Maria counted the hours. Had he meant Saturday? The day passed without him appearing. Or Sunday? Still no sign. On Sunday evening, she trudged all the way to the Bolshaya Apartments and persuaded a neighbor to let her into the block, then hammered on his door until her knuckles were bruised. Perhaps he had been delayed by work. That must be it.

“How long does it take for a letter to arrive from the other side of the lake?” she quizzed Stepan next morning, after a sleepless night.

He put an arm around her shoulders and gave her a squeeze. “Personal letters are very low priority. The trucks coming back this way are loaded with ammunition and essential supplies. We must have faith that they are fine, and that they will soon be cured. Anything could have happened to Yuri. Maybe he has been arrested. From what you say, he was breaking more than a few rules.”

That thought did not comfort Maria. She was desperate for news. If only she knew where to write to Mikhail and Katya; if only they had a telephone. Her family used to have telephones at the Alexander Palace back in 1917; the technology had been available for decades, but most Russians did not have a home telephone, even in 1942. She supposed that if they had, the Germans would have cut the lines.

Worry gnawed at her insides, making it hard to sleep at night, and her work suffered. She knew she was being less efficient in her duties at the factory, but no one complained. All were growing weaker; all had their personal worries.

* * *

In late February, Galina came to knock on Maria’s door, looking like a ghost.

“My mother is sick,” she said. “Please will you come?”

Maria hesitated, but her anger with Galina and Raisa for having Peter arrested had long since faded, now that the struggle for survival was paramount. “All right,” she said, and followed the girl to their apartment.

All those years they had lived in the same block, Maria had never been inside Raisa’s rooms. They were similar to hers, but more sparse. There were holes in the floor where she guessed they had torn up strips of floorboard to burn for heat. Galina led her to the bed, where Raisa lay on her back, eyes closed, mouth wide, skin a ghastly white. Maria knelt to touch her forehead and knew straightaway that she had been dead for some time. All the same, she checked for a pulse and listened with her ear to Raisa’s mouth in case she could detect a hint of breath, but there was nothing. Galina was shifting her weight from foot to foot, looking petrified.

“I’m so sorry,” Maria said, and the girl wailed a drawn-out “Noooo!”

“Where is your father?” she asked.