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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“No problem,” he said, putting an arm around her shoulders and hoisting her to her feet. He was strong, like Peter; she could feel the muscles through his jacket sleeve. It took almost no effort for him to support her as they walked. Maria didn’t talk much, conserving her energy for the effort of putting one foot in front of the other, but the soldier chatted about a show he had seen the night before at the Musical Comedy Theatre.

“Can you believe they are still performing? The auditorium was almost full. I don’t think I’ve ever laughed so much,” he told her. “I’ve only got a week’s leave and it was too far to go home, but Leningraders have such incredible spirit that I’ve really enjoyed my stay.”

When they reached the street door, Maria fumbled for her keys. “Please,” she said. “Come upstairs and let me give you some bread for your trouble.”

“I wouldn’t dream of it,” he exclaimed. “I get army rations. Take care of yourself, ma’am.”

Back in the apartment, she chopped the elecampane root and cooked it in a little water. Peter used to mix it with honey, but all she could manage was a few grains of sugar to counter the bitter taste. Mikhail swallowed it then fell back on his pillows exhausted and slept. Maria wanted to say a prayer for the soldier who had helped her, but realized with shame that she hadn’t even asked his name.

* * *

Two days later Katya began coughing and whooping and Maria moved Irina and Yelena into her own bedroom to separate them from the invalids. She made yet another soup from dandelion leaves and split her own bread ration between her sick children so they got an extra slice each. She kept a pot of water boiling in the room where they slept, hoping the steam would ease the congestion in their lungs, and fed them elecampane root several times a day.

Each morning when she opened her eyes she prayed they would have turned the corner, but as she lay listening it wasn’t long before she heard the sound of convulsive coughing followed by a gasped whoop.

She took a week off work, and after her boss insisted she return, Irina stayed at home to look after her siblings. When Maria explained to her colleagues why she had been absent, one of them had a suggestion.

“The children’s homes on the other side of Lake Ladoga are well run now. It’s not like the early days of the war when everything was chaos. My children are in home number 44, and they write that while conditions are not luxurious, they at least get hot meals every day, and there’s a school where their education continues. Perhaps you should send your two over there to be nursed back to health?”