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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“A fit young man given adequate nourishment should easily recover from whooping cough,” the doctor advised after examining Mikhail. “Take him home, keep him warm, and offer as much food as you can.”

Maria was horrified. “Are there no medicines? I hoped you could give us something.”

The doctor spread his hands. “I have nothing that would help. Bed rest and good food are your best bet. Now, if you don’t mind . . .” He gestured to the line. Their turn was over.

Maria’s mind was racing on the walk home. She had to do more, but what? Suddenly it was as if she heard Peter’s voice in her head, reminding her that he used to use elecampane root to ease the little ones’ coughs. Where could she find some? She racked her brain and remembered seeing a small plant in the corner of the graveyard where he was buried. Would the root have survived beneath inches of snow?

Next morning, she rose at dawn and walked all the way to the cemetery. A couple of times she swayed, feeling light-headed, but she was driven by her determination to get back to her ailing son.

When she reached the corner where Peter’s grave lay, she stopped briefly to talk to him in her head. We are surviving, she told him, but Mikhail is ill. If you can hear, please tell me what to do.

A gravedigger’s spade lying abandoned on the ground nearby caught her eye. She picked it up and walked to the spot where she remembered seeing the wild elecampane. When she brushed the snow away, she saw that the plant had withered back from frost.

She lifted the spade and hit the hard-as-steel ground, vibrations rippling up her arm. “It’s not working, Peter,” she muttered out loud. She tried using the sharp corner of the spade, leaning her weight into it and seesawing back and forth. Gradually the earth began to chip away. She felt dizzy with the effort, but at last she broke the ground sufficiently to rip up the elecampane’s tuberous roots. She wrapped them in a sheet of paper and laid them in the top of her shopping bag, closing her eyes in gratitude. It felt like another gift from Peter, as if he was still trying to help.

On the way home, she began to feel very faint. She sat on a wall with her head between her knees, but the dizziness would not pass. Every time she tried to get up, the world spun. It started to rain and still she couldn’t get to her feet without feeling as though she would topple over.

“Can I help you, ma’am?” a voice said, and she looked up to see a young man in army uniform, cap on his head. “Where do you live?”

She told him, but added, “It’s quite far.”