Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
“A fit young man given adequate nourishment should easily recover from whooping cough,” the doctor advised after examining Mikhail. “Take him home, keep him warm, and offer as much food as you can.”
Maria was horrified. “Are there no medicines? I hoped you could give us something.”
The doctor spread his hands. “I have nothing that would help. Bed rest and good food are your best bet. Now, if you don’t mind . . .” He gestured to the line. Their turn was over.
Maria’s mind was racing on the walk home. She had to do more, but what? Suddenly it was as if she heard Peter’s voice in her head, reminding her that he used to use elecampane root to ease the little ones’ coughs. Where could she find some? She racked her brain and remembered seeing a small plant in the corner of the graveyard where he was buried. Would the root have survived beneath inches of snow?
Next morning, she rose at dawn and walked all the way to the cemetery. A couple of times she swayed, feeling light-headed, but she was driven by her determination to get back to her ailing son.
When she reached the corner where Peter’s grave lay, she stopped briefly to talk to him in her head. We are surviving, she told him, but Mikhail is ill. If you can hear, please tell me what to do.
A gravedigger’s spade lying abandoned on the ground nearby caught her eye. She picked it up and walked to the spot where she remembered seeing the wild elecampane. When she brushed the snow away, she saw that the plant had withered back from frost.
She lifted the spade and hit the hard-as-steel ground, vibrations rippling up her arm. “It’s not working, Peter,” she muttered out loud. She tried using the sharp corner of the spade, leaning her weight into it and seesawing back and forth. Gradually the earth began to chip away. She felt dizzy with the effort, but at last she broke the ground sufficiently to rip up the elecampane’s tuberous roots. She wrapped them in a sheet of paper and laid them in the top of her shopping bag, closing her eyes in gratitude. It felt like another gift from Peter, as if he was still trying to help.
On the way home, she began to feel very faint. She sat on a wall with her head between her knees, but the dizziness would not pass. Every time she tried to get up, the world spun. It started to rain and still she couldn’t get to her feet without feeling as though she would topple over.
“Can I help you, ma’am?” a voice said, and she looked up to see a young man in army uniform, cap on his head. “Where do you live?”
She told him, but added, “It’s quite far.”