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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“Men and women, citizens of the Soviet Union, at four o’clock this morning, without declaration of war and without any claims being made on the Soviet Union, German troops attacked our country.”

Around them, everyone in the street came to a standstill. Maria squeezed Yelena’s hand so tight she squealed.

“Our cause is good,” the voice continued. “Our enemy will be smashed. Victory will be ours.”

Maria pulled her children toward her: Yelena now nine, Mikhail thirteen, and Katya fifteen. She wished she could wrap them up in lint.

What shall I do, Peter? she asked in her head when they reached his grave. How shall I keep our children safe? As usual, there was no reply.

That same evening, Stepan announced that he had been to a recruitment office and joined a long line of volunteers to help with civil defense. He told Maria he had been assigned to a team digging antitank trenches several miles out of town and that he must leave the following morning.

“But when will we see you? Will you not be in danger? I don’t like this.” Maria fretted as she stuffed a bag with fresh clothes, rolls of bandages, and tubes of liniment, and jars of food to supplement his rations.

“I’ll be back one day a week. It’s only until the city defenses are complete,” he told her.

“Others could do that,” Maria grumbled. “Digging is backbreaking work and you are an intelligent boy. You should be living off your brains.”

Leaflets were distributed urging that all children, old people, and anyone who could not help the war effort should evacuate the city. Maria wrestled with this: she did not want to be parted from her children, but she couldn’t leave herself, not while Stepan was still there. Besides, where would they go? Her overriding instinct was to keep the family together, so she ignored the evacuation calls but kept an ear out for every new broadcast in case the situation changed.

“The Red Army has won a great victory, although it was outnumbered four to one by German troops,” the announcer Yuri Levitan read in his excitable tones.

“Yes, and I hear Ivan killed five Germans armed only with a spoon,” Maria’s work colleague whispered to her.

Maria grinned. They were learning not to trust the radio proclamations. Always they spoke of victory, and yet it was clear that the Germans continued to advance.

“Some think Stalin might surrender Leningrad because it is too hard to defend,” her colleague continued, then added treacherously, “It might not be altogether a bad thing. I can’t imagine Hitler is as bloodthirsty . . .”

That was one good thing about the war: fear of the NKVD appeared to have lessened and people were speaking their minds again, albeit discreetly.