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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“So far,” he said in his enigmatic style, making her stomach flutter with nerves.

“Do you think we might have to fight?” What if Stepan was called up? She couldn’t bear that.

He shrugged and didn’t answer, and Maria decided not to persist. She was still scared of him. It was impossible to tell what he was thinking.

“Regarding the information you wanted,” he said, “there are no executions to report.”

That was a relief at least. The killing had been worst in 1937 and 1938, but the rate had slowed now; more men were being sent to gulags in Siberia, with an average sentence of twenty-five years.

He gave her a note of the gulags where the men she was asking about that week had been sent. It must be hard for their families, Maria thought, but at least they could send packages of food, blankets, and clothes, along with letters. She would give anything to be able to write to Peter and read his replies. Almost two years had passed since he had died, and she still cried every day.

* * *

Two weeks after Britain and France went to war with Germany, Soviet troops invaded eastern Poland and annexed a vast swath of territory there. On the radio the announcers spoke of Polish citizens welcoming the Red Army with open arms, giving them gifts of bread and salt, and Maria wondered if they knew what they were letting themselves in for.

During the winter of 1939–40, Russia went to war with Finland and grabbed yet more land, this time to the north of Leningrad. With each new announcement Maria was terrified that Stepan would be forced to fight. He had almost finished his studies at the Institute and his English was near perfect, while he spoke French and German as well. She hoped he would get work in a university. It would be awful if he were forced to enlist.

As the months rolled on, the news from western Europe was grim: the fall of Belgium, Holland, and then France; the hasty evacuation of British troops at Dunkirk; the bombing of London. Loudspeakers on street corners, in the factory, and outside apartment blocks broadcast the latest developments. Maria saw photographs on the front page of Pravda showing ruined buildings, women and children being carried from them on stretchers by men wearing tin helmets while fires burned in the background. It looked like a vision of hell. Thank God the Soviet Union was not involved. Life went on more or less as it had before, far from the tragedy engulfing their western neighbors.

* * *

On June 22, 1941, a Sunday, Maria was on her way to Peter’s grave with the three youngest children. Stepan had gone fishing and Irina was out with her friends. Suddenly a voice boomed from the loudspeakers; she recognized it as that of Vyacheslav Molotov, Commissar of Foreign Affairs.