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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Memories came flooding back: tea parties with Alexei and Anastasia in the pavilion on Children’s Island; running around the park with their dogs as they chased birds and squirrels; the pet elephant given to them by the King of Siam, which always used to make Maria nervous with its huge stamping feet. And she remembered their days under house arrest, when townspeople jeered at them through these very railings, yet they carried on as normal a life as possible inside the palace walls. Suddenly she yearned to travel back to those days, just to be with her family once more. Had he lived, Alexei would be eighteen now, Olga twenty-seven. Her sisters would no doubt be married, with children of their own. If only she could see them, talk to them, embrace them one more time.

And yet . . . if she did go back, the tiny children who were now tugging impatiently at her skirt would not exist, and she would not have found Peter. It was impossible to imagine ever being truly happy without Peter. He was the magnetic core of her existence. From the evil of the execution in Ekaterinburg had sprung the precious miracle of their love for each other, and she never ceased to be grateful for it.

“Can we go now, Mama?” Stepan demanded in his high-pitched little-boy voice.

She shook herself. “There’s another, even more splendid palace just over the hill. Wouldn’t you like to see? Come with me.”

The Catherine Palace, with its azure-and-white exterior, golden domes, and rococo decorative motifs, was every child’s fantasy, set in acres of parkland scattered with lakes, fountains, and grottoes. When they arrived at the brow of the hill, Maria saw the gates were open and there were citizens strolling in the park. She remembered hurrying along the route between the two palaces during the Great War, when she used to visit wounded soldiers who were being nursed there. That was where she had met Kolya Demenkov, the man she’d had a crush on as a fifteen-year-old. It was all so long ago, in a different lifetime; she had been another person then.

She led the children into the grounds, remembering her elder sisters, Olga and Tatiana, in their nurses’ uniforms, their hair entirely covered by long white headdresses. They had seemed to flit from girlhood to adulthood overnight as they learned to change bandages and administer injections to the wounded. Tatiana had even assisted at surgical operations, but Olga found they made her queasy.

Suddenly Maria’s eye was caught by a tall, slender woman walking down the central pathway toward the lake. Her posture was erect and her gait particularly elegant, and that was what drew Maria’s attention first; but then she noticed the pale brown hair set against a swan-like neck and she blinked. It was Tatiana, her beloved sister. A feeling of purest joy spread through her veins.