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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

With the job came an apartment in a communal block, known as a kommunalka, in a new suburb Maria did not know, far from the River Neva. The four of them slept in one room, and they had to share a kitchen and bathroom with nine other families, but it was clean and modern and there was an enclosed courtyard where the children could play.

“How lucky we are!” she exclaimed, looking around—and then she stopped, remembering her slaughtered family and the basement in Ekaterinburg that still haunted her dreams. Luck was only relative.

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Maria couldn’t have explained what made her take the children on the Tsarskoe Selo bus one morning after Peter left for work. She hadn’t told him her plan because he would probably have tried to talk her out of it, worried that someone might recognize her there. He was always cautioning her not to stand out from the crowd. She had tied a red scarf around her hair, and wore a wide skirt and a polka-dotted blouse. Over her arm she carried a woven basket, so if challenged she could claim to be collecting wild herbs.

Stepan, now aged four, and Irina, aged two, screeched with excitement and laughed as they were jolted up and down on hard wooden seats when the bus’s wheels struck ruts in the road. Tsarskoe Selo had been renamed Detskoye Selo by the Soviet authorities, just as St. Petersburg had been renamed Petrograd. Anything to do with the Church or the monarchy had been obliterated as the Communist authorities tried to reeducate the people. Maria peered out at the fields where workers with hoes were breaking up the winter-hardened ground for planting, and felt immensely grateful that their farming years were over. It was too tough to make a living and the winter months were a struggle for survival.

The bus stopped in town and she led the children up the hill to the Alexander Palace, which had been her family’s main home before the Revolution. She’d heard it had been turned into a museum, but it did not appear to be open that day and the gates were locked. She stood and peered through the railings at the long facade of the building with columns in the center and wings on either side. It seemed run-down, as if no one had repainted the exterior since the family left under guard in July 1917. Sunlight blinked off the vacant windows and there wasn’t a soul in sight.