Chapters (89)
- Dedication
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ONE
- HENRY
- TWO
- EMMA
- THREE
- HENRY
- FOUR
- EMMA
- FIVE
- EMMA
- SIX
- SEVEN
- HENRY
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- HENRY
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- EMMA
- THIRTEEN
- HENRY
- FOURTEEN
- HENRY
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- EMMA
- SEVENTEEN
- HENRY
- EIGHTEEN
- HENRY
- NINETEEN
- HENRY
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- EMMA
- TWENTY-TWO
- EMMA
- TWENTY-THREE
- HENRY
- TWENTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- TWENTY-FIVE
- EMMA
- TWENTY-SIX
- EMMA
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- HENRY
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- EMMA
- TWENTY-NINE
- HENRY
- THIRTY
- HENRY
- THIRTY-ONE
- HENRY
- THIRTY-TWO
- EMMA
- THIRTY-THREE
- HENRY
- THIRTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- THIRTY-FIVE
- EMMA
- THIRTY-SIX
- HENRY
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- EMMA
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HENRY
- THIRTY-NINE
- HENRY
- FORTY
- EMMA
- FORTY-ONE
- HENRY
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- EMMA
- FORTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- FORTY-FIVE
- HENRY
- EPILOGUE
- ALSO BY CHELSEA CURTO
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
RB: So, after all of that, I’ll sum it up: You aren’t missing much by not having relationships. For as much joy as they can bring, they can also bring immense pain and self-loathing.
JD: I wish I knew your real name. And that I was with you right now.
RB: What? Why?
JD: So I could hug you tight and let you know you’re enough. MORE than enough.
JD: You’re not too much or too difficult. You’re perfect exactly as you are, “flaws” and all.
JD: Though, to me, those aren’t flaws at all. They make you, you.
JD: And I’m not going to lie, RB. I cannot wait to meet you so I can experience all of these parts of you myself.
JD: I have a flashlight. We can navigate the darkness together.
RB: That’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.
JD: My opinion of you won’t change when we meet in real life. I don’t want you to act differently around me.
JD: I’m doing this with you, and that includes all of you.
JD: Don’t hold back. I want every piece of you.
JD: Got it?
RB: You’re an extraordinary man, JD.
RB: I can’t wait to meet you either.
JD: Five days.
RB: But who’s counting?
* * *
September 29th
JD: Favorite fight scene from a movie?
RB: Hello.
JD: Oh, yeah, hey.
JD: I’m watching Creed. I know, wild Wednesday night over here.
JD: The movie has me all amped up and wanting to take up boxing. So, I’m curious what the best fight scene of all time is.
RB: Honestly, JD. You need to make your questions more difficult.
RB: The answer is the ending to Thor: Ragnarok. With Zeppelin playing and everyone kicking ass? Iconic.
JD: Wow. You’re totally right.
RB: What song would YOU want to play in the background as you throttle your enemies?
JD: I appreciate you thinking I would throttle my enemies and not crumble like a piece of paper.
JD: That’s tough. Do I go the obvious route and pick something punk rock? Or do I go totally into left field and say “Girls Just Wanna Have Fun”?
JD: Screw it. I’m taking Cyndi Lauper. Final answer.
RB: I’m giggling. You’re so weird.
JD: I made you laugh, didn’t I?
RB: Fair point. You did.
JD: Time for you to answer your own question.
RB: Dang it! Okay. Let’s see.
JD: I paused my movie and I’m sitting on the edge of my seat, waiting for your answer.
RB: Hey! I’m not worthy of stopping a movie!
JD: Trust me. You are.
RB: Okay. “Tubthumping” by Chumbawamba.
RB: Or “It’s Raining Men” by The Weather Girls.
JD: I’m cracking up. RB!!!!! You have some jokes, woman!
RB: Oh! Or “Why Can’t We Be Friends?”