Chapters (89)
- Dedication
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ONE
- HENRY
- TWO
- EMMA
- THREE
- HENRY
- FOUR
- EMMA
- FIVE
- EMMA
- SIX
- SEVEN
- HENRY
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- HENRY
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- EMMA
- THIRTEEN
- HENRY
- FOURTEEN
- HENRY
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- EMMA
- SEVENTEEN
- HENRY
- EIGHTEEN
- HENRY
- NINETEEN
- HENRY
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- EMMA
- TWENTY-TWO
- EMMA
- TWENTY-THREE
- HENRY
- TWENTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- TWENTY-FIVE
- EMMA
- TWENTY-SIX
- EMMA
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- HENRY
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- EMMA
- TWENTY-NINE
- HENRY
- THIRTY
- HENRY
- THIRTY-ONE
- HENRY
- THIRTY-TWO
- EMMA
- THIRTY-THREE
- HENRY
- THIRTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- THIRTY-FIVE
- EMMA
- THIRTY-SIX
- HENRY
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- EMMA
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HENRY
- THIRTY-NINE
- HENRY
- FORTY
- EMMA
- FORTY-ONE
- HENRY
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- EMMA
- FORTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- FORTY-FIVE
- HENRY
- EPILOGUE
- ALSO BY CHELSEA CURTO
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“Trust me, we’ll be coming back to that conversation soon. You mentioned a while ago you use the money to pay for something. If you don’t want to share, that’s fine. I want you to know you can tell me anything. There’s no judgment here.” His fingers move up and down my arm in an indistinguishable pattern. I think he’s writing out words.
“My debt after college and law school was astronomical. I had seven years of loans to pay off. After graduation, I went to an event with a friend. He mentioned I could do something like this for supplemental income. Hence RB’s Companions being born. I don’t get paid as much as you do either, so I also have to make up for the discrepancy.”
Henry untangles us enough to stare down at me with a furrowed brow and a frown. “Hold on. You’re going to have to repeat that last part, because I’m not sure I heard you correctly.”
I pause. Discussing the pronounced wage gap after our great sex session sounds like the least hottest thing ever. Recalling earlier in the night, I remember he shared an important and earnest story with me and I want to return the favor. It means he trusts me. And I trust him. Lying with him here, naked without any barriers between us, makes me feel strong enough to tackle this sensitive topic.
“I make 85 cents for every dollar you earn. It’s common knowledge in the legal field that despite making up the majority of law school graduates, women are continually underpaid compared to their male counterparts.”
“I beg your fucking pardon?” he seethes, rage filling his eyes. “Why have I never heard about this?”
“Because you’re part of the problem. Not you, specifically, as Henry Dawson. But you’re a guy. You’re oblivious to it because you don’t know any better. Would you notice if you were missing $200 every paycheck? $300? $400?”
“I sure as shit would.”
“But you aren’t, so you would never know.”
“Do you mean to tell me you make $1,000 less a month than I do, simply because you’re a woman?”
“Around that, yeah. It might be more like $1,200.”
“This is a big fucking problem, Emma.”
“What do you suggest we do? Walk into work on Monday and propose the men in the office, which, might I remind you, make up 99% of the staff, take a pay cut in the name of feminism and equality? That would go over real well. Good luck getting misogynistic Brad on board with the idea.”