Back The Break Up
Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. The Break Up
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Acknowledgements
  50. Dear Reader …
  51. Keep Reading …
  52. About the Publisher

I opened the door slowly to try to delay the creak of it. There was a conversation happening still, but I couldn’t make out the gist – nor could I hear any shouted expletives, though, which felt like a sign that they didn’t yet know the reason for the impromptu gathering. When the whine of the door finally sounded, their talking stopped. I took my time walking along the hall, but when I arrived at the doorway to the living room they already had their stares fixed on me, as though they’d only been sat there waiting. Either that, or they’d sensed my gloom shifting along the corridor like a scorned woman from a B-Movie. I flashed them all a tight smile and Cora, as though spring-loaded, leapt from the bucket seat in the corner and rushed over to me.

I spoke to Molly over Cora’s shoulder. ‘You’ve told them?’

‘She’s told us.’ Cora held me by the waist at arm’s length. ‘What reaction do you need?’

I shrugged. ‘I really can’t—’

‘Can’t believe what a colossal bastard he is, Edi, if I’m honest.’ Betty was sitting on the windowsill. She’d got one hand dangling out of the window to keep a hold of her cigarette. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d seen her smoke. ‘I know you don’t know what reaction you need but that’s the reaction you’re getting.’ She moved her head out to take a drag and then came back in. When she spoke again, smoke billowed out of her and she reminded me of a dragon; a fierce, feminist, sweary dragon. ‘This is exactly the sort of shit I’d expect a man of his standing to pull. Middle-class, self-important, entitled twa—’

‘Betty.’ Faith raised an eyebrow. ‘Cora asked what reaction Edi needs.’

‘And Edi said she didn’t know,’ Betty answered.

‘Actually—’ Cora squeezed in between them both ‘—Edi didn’t answer yet.’ But the comment went ignored. Still, I squeezed her arm softly in thanks.

Meanwhile, Faith only kept her cautionary eyebrow raised in Betty’s direction. ‘Surely that means we should check our feelings at the door and let Edi speak, which is probably what she called us here for.’ She turned to me. ‘Right?’ Faith was the human in shining armour at the best of times. That evening, though, she was the wild-haired friend straight from the pages of a magazine, in her white T-shirt and black braces. And her level tone was a great comfort. She was trying hard to give nothing away. ‘Walk us through it. What are you feeling?’