I opened my eyes to wash myself when I almost choked on my spit at the gorgeous scene before me. Nathan and Callum were cleaning their bodies and Aiden was rinsing off like a goddamn wet dream. My eyes drifted downward and, of course, there really was no small part to him. I wanted to roll my eyes at all of them being of above-average size. I shook off my lust to finish washing up, but I couldn’t help but glance at each of them as they rinsed off.

“Finished?” Nathan asked, as he walked by me.

“Yes,” I said, trying to keep my eyes up.

The water shut off behind me and a hand on the small of my back ushered me out. Nathan appeared holding a big fluffy towel, waiting to wrap me up. After he carried me to the vanity, he used another towel to dry my hair. It was very déjà vu, reminding me of the last time this had happened after I had just had a mental breakdown. Callum opened a drawer pulling out a brush, cream, and what looked to be skincare.

I closed my eyes at the need to cry. They were taking care of me and had bought things for me to have here. All of them got to work, brushing my hair, putting cream on my body and following instructions on what went on my face and in what order. Aiden put on a shirt over my head, then they helped me into some boxer briefs. Aiden sat me down as they dressed themselves.

Picking me up, Aiden took me into his bedroom, while Nathan was pulling the covers back so they could tuck me in. Aiden sat me down, pulling the covers over my legs, and I couldn’t take it anymore. I cried. I didn’t realize how much I craved to be taken care of with no questions asked.

“Oh, baby,” Aiden said, as he lifted me up and put me on his lap, so I could lean sideways on his chest. “It’s ok, we’ve got you.”

Callum sat in front of us, taking my face into his hand, kissing my tears away, which made me cry harder. Nathan sat behind me, rubbing my back in slow circles. I cried harder, feeling safe for once, and with no worry of being judged. The sudden urge to word vomit came up, and I knew I had to tell them what I had done. Pulling away abruptly, I wiped my face, getting out of Aiden’s lap making sure I was facing them. I tried getting my crying under control, but small whimpers escaped here and there.