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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. MAN SHORTAGE
  4. ADVERSITY
  5. BABYLON
  6. MERINO WOOL
  7. THE MONEY
  8. IT’S ELECTRIC
  9. MR. MEME
  10. HALFWAY IN LOVE
  11. THE DRY HUMPING
  12. BAD WEREWOLF PORN
  13. ACTION OVER DELIBERATION
  14. BUTTERMILK PIE
  15. SEVEN LIFETIMES
  16. THE HOTEL WASHINGTON TREATY
  17. BULL VS. COW
  18. ONE OF THOSE “NO” WOMEN
  19. MODERN WOMAN
  20. PLUS-ONE
  21. DESPITE APPEARANCES
  22. LOVEMAKING PRACTICE
  23. ENTANGLED
  24. CAT GIFS
  25. BROWN, BUT NOT TOO DARK
  26. CHEAT CODE
  27. BOILED POTATOES
  28. SELF-CHECKOUT
  29. BETTER JUDGMENT
  30. 8:15
  31. TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE
  32. OUTSIDE THE TENT
  33. OFF THE RAILS
  34. DATU
  35. CLOSED CIRCUIT
  36. TROJAN HORSE
  37. MISTER
  38. JOHN WAYNE
  39. REFINING FIRE
  40. EPILOGUE
  41. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  42. NIKKI PAYNE
  43. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  44. Excerpt from SEX, LIES AND SENSIBILITY
  45. TL;DR
  46. About the Author
  47. What’s next onyour reading list?

“What about tonight? Right now, you and I both want a drink. Could we just start there?” Dorsey hated the crack in his voice. It sounded like he needed her. The pleading tone in his voice made it sound like he was lonely.

“Okay. Start your interrogation.” Dorsey hoped she could not hear his sigh of relief. He was glad she had spared him the wattage of her smile.

He pulled up the questions on his phone. “First question: How do you feel about your relationship with your mother?”

“No way is that the first question.”

“It’s the first in my app.”

“There’s an app! The precision of your weirdness is . . .” Liza laughed, a high, sweet sound, and kissed the tips of her fingers. His eyes watched her soft mouth.

“Your job is not to critique the question-delivery method,” he said.

“Okay, wow. My relationship with my mother is . . . fraught. There are so many land mines. I could effectively avoid them when I had my own place, but since I got evicted, all I seem to do is set her off.” Liza said the last part facing the window. Something seemed to latch into place for Dorsey. She had been evicted. Liza could not pay rent with the job she had, with a degree—with two degrees. She was personally affected by the lack of affordable housing in her neighborhood.

“Mothers fully understand you when you’re six, then they sometimes forget that they have to keep understanding you,” Dorsey said.

“What about your mom?”

“See, with me, you get a twofer. My relationship with my biological mom is . . . well . . . I think I remind her of a time in her life that she can barely stand to remember. She was treated pretty poorly by my biological father. Now she has a new family and wants nothing to do with me.” Dorsey wanted to sound funny and lighthearted. But his delivery tanked. The truth just wasn’t lighthearted.

After his family’s horrific accident, he’d traveled back to Manila on an ill-fated soul-searching trip to find his mother. It had been so simple that he wondered why he hadn’t done it before. He’d found her by some miraculous happenstance. Some part of him wondered if his mother hadn’t been coerced into the adoption. As much as he loved Patricia, he’d heard so many stories of less-than-legal international adoptions. He’d thought maybe when his mother saw him she’d open her arms and exclaim, My son!