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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. MAN SHORTAGE
  4. ADVERSITY
  5. BABYLON
  6. MERINO WOOL
  7. THE MONEY
  8. IT’S ELECTRIC
  9. MR. MEME
  10. HALFWAY IN LOVE
  11. THE DRY HUMPING
  12. BAD WEREWOLF PORN
  13. ACTION OVER DELIBERATION
  14. BUTTERMILK PIE
  15. SEVEN LIFETIMES
  16. THE HOTEL WASHINGTON TREATY
  17. BULL VS. COW
  18. ONE OF THOSE “NO” WOMEN
  19. MODERN WOMAN
  20. PLUS-ONE
  21. DESPITE APPEARANCES
  22. LOVEMAKING PRACTICE
  23. ENTANGLED
  24. CAT GIFS
  25. BROWN, BUT NOT TOO DARK
  26. CHEAT CODE
  27. BOILED POTATOES
  28. SELF-CHECKOUT
  29. BETTER JUDGMENT
  30. 8:15
  31. TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE
  32. OUTSIDE THE TENT
  33. OFF THE RAILS
  34. DATU
  35. CLOSED CIRCUIT
  36. TROJAN HORSE
  37. MISTER
  38. JOHN WAYNE
  39. REFINING FIRE
  40. EPILOGUE
  41. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  42. NIKKI PAYNE
  43. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  44. Excerpt from SEX, LIES AND SENSIBILITY
  45. TL;DR
  46. About the Author
  47. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I try to forget every day.” Liza moaned. “I keep that information under lock and key. Do you have my birth certificate or something?”

“No, but your embassy invitation fell out of your purse.” Dorsey held out the thick paper for her.

Liza’s hand closed over the paper and grazed the inside of his palm. His eyes sprang up to hers like a gunshot. He hadn’t moved away from her. He wasn’t giving her space, and her breath shortened at his nearness.

Kiss me like you did that night.

Put your mouth on me so I can die like I died before.

Bring me back to life in your arms.

“I need you to know that I’m well aware that I approached you poorly in Alexandria, Liza,” Dorsey said. He took a deep breath. He looked like he was bracing himself for a flogging.

Liza nodded. “I was wrong about nearly everything, Dorsey,” she said, meeting his eyes.

“Question number 26. You ready?” His eyes stayed on her.

Liza nodded. He was easing her back into their rhythm. She didn’t know how much she missed it until she heard him say it.

“Complete this sentence: ‘I wish I had someone to share . . . ’ ”

Why not just tell the truth? She had already lost everything. What else was there? “My bed,” Liza said.

Dorsey stepped closer. The muscle in his jaw pulsed and those impossibly dark eyes were hypnotic and unmoving. He cleared his throat but said nothing.

“Now you complete it,” Liza said. “ ‘I wish I had someone to share . . . ’ ”

“My grief,” Dorsey said. “I wish I had someone to share my grief with.” His eyes traveled up to the photo of him and his mother in a forest chopping wood.

“Remember you caught malaria that trip?” Gigi’s question broke the spell. Liza shook her head like she was coming out of a fog. There was a whole damn room full of people here.

“You caught malaria?” Liza asked.

“Ugh, yeah,” Dorsey said.

“He was sick for weeks,” Gigi said. “And this is the school for girls Dorsey started.” Gigi pointed to another picture. Her smooth brown shoulders shimmered in the dim light.

“Hold on.” Liza held her chest. “You built that school for girls in Mozambique?” It was too much. Liza could see the joy on his face, how proud he was of this life. “I remember reading about that. I think half the team went down with malaria, but the school still opened on time.” Everything seemed to click into place. He was a philanthropist thrust into a CEO role—not the other way around. His heart was in this humanitarian world, and he was simply playing at the other one.