Back Pride and Protest
Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. MAN SHORTAGE
  4. ADVERSITY
  5. BABYLON
  6. MERINO WOOL
  7. THE MONEY
  8. IT’S ELECTRIC
  9. MR. MEME
  10. HALFWAY IN LOVE
  11. THE DRY HUMPING
  12. BAD WEREWOLF PORN
  13. ACTION OVER DELIBERATION
  14. BUTTERMILK PIE
  15. SEVEN LIFETIMES
  16. THE HOTEL WASHINGTON TREATY
  17. BULL VS. COW
  18. ONE OF THOSE “NO” WOMEN
  19. MODERN WOMAN
  20. PLUS-ONE
  21. DESPITE APPEARANCES
  22. LOVEMAKING PRACTICE
  23. ENTANGLED
  24. CAT GIFS
  25. BROWN, BUT NOT TOO DARK
  26. CHEAT CODE
  27. BOILED POTATOES
  28. SELF-CHECKOUT
  29. BETTER JUDGMENT
  30. 8:15
  31. TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE
  32. OUTSIDE THE TENT
  33. OFF THE RAILS
  34. DATU
  35. CLOSED CIRCUIT
  36. TROJAN HORSE
  37. MISTER
  38. JOHN WAYNE
  39. REFINING FIRE
  40. EPILOGUE
  41. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  42. NIKKI PAYNE
  43. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  44. Excerpt from SEX, LIES AND SENSIBILITY
  45. TL;DR
  46. About the Author
  47. What’s next onyour reading list?

“She’ll open up and tell him on her own time.” But Liza examined her sister’s coolness. Janae looked like David’s friend up there. Liza wondered if her sister could ever truly open up to anyone ever again. If sweet, kind David couldn’t get her to do it, perhaps no one could.

“Liza.” The partygoers moved around them and feigned disinterest, but at some point, every eye in the place had turned to her. That voice behind her made her stomach twist. She turned and saw that the dance floor had cleared behind Dorsey. A middle-aged Black man checked the mike, and the smooth opening bass guitar of Smokey Robinson’s “Cruisin’ ” started.

“I love this song,” was all Liza could say. She hated how breathless her voice sounded in her ears. Dorsey held Liza’s hand as if she were made of glass. He drew her to the middle of the floor, never taking his eyes off hers. He smelled like lemongrass and deep red wine. She was sure if she kissed him now he would taste of some vineyard in Argentina.

Don’t you dare look at his lips, you basic heffa. Remember the oxtails.

He wrapped his left arm around her waist, and she looped her arms around his neck. Still, Dorsey said nothing. He only looked at her. Liza could somehow read his gaze as a charged mixture of How are you? You look lovely. I want you. Liza’s throat was dry, and she swallowed. It was almost the chorus, and Dorsey had still not said a word. She had to escape those eyes, bottom-of-the-ocean-black and teeming with life. Oh great, Billie Eilish’s “Ocean Eyes” was looping in her head.

No fair.

Liza cleared her throat—anything to break the intensity of his gaze. “Um, normally at these things, people have something to say.”

Dorsey pulled her closer. Her body was flush with his. It was indecent. Everyone could see it. “What do you want to hear?”

“In these types of instances, people have remarked on the weather outside or the song they’re dancing to, like ‘Dang, girl, this is my jam,’ or something like that,” Liza offered.

“I’m not as gifted as you are in small talk,” he said dryly. They fell silent again before he made an attempt. “So . . . how often do you walk through blizzards to take care of your sister?”

“Can you believe it was my first time?” She smiled tightly. “I was already on the train because I went to a rally in Greenbelt.”

“A rally . . . where you met Isaiah?” Dorsey said, taking her by the wrist and twirling her slowly. The chain at her back caught on his tuxedo button. And the jerking sensation made them both gasp. They were always finding themselves entangled. Dorsey quickly unlooped the chain from his button.

“WIC, yes.” Liza turned to face him.