I need him to be as desperate for me as I am for him. This is all going to be a performance, but the more real it is, the more he will want it.

I suck the bullet into my mouth until it is dripping in saliva then I turn it on and drag it down over my clavicle, over the lace covering my nipples. That’s when I turn it on. The vibrations are directly on my nipples and they are already sensitive from pregnancy and the friction of the lace so the sensation just heightens everything. I take the time to circle both of my nipples feeling the intensity of Liam’s stare on them making my skin flush bright red.

I’m already wet and aching. When I plant my feet onto the bed and spread my knees I hear Liam inhale sharply, I guess he hadn’t noticed the barely-there underwear.

It’s not easy to reach around my bump, but I need to. I manage to get the bullet to my entrance where I rub it up and down to coat it in my juices before pulling it back to my mouth to taste myself. That’s when I look at Liam.

His jaw is tight and I watch his Adam’s apple bob when he swallows. His skin looks as flushed as I feel and his fists are gripping the bed covers like they’re his lifeline. Because of how he is sitting I can’t see his crotch, but I know he is hard, there’s no way his jeans aren’t uncomfortable but I need more to push him over the edge.

Dragging the vibrator along my skin I take it back to my thighs to tease my legs, whimpering just for Liam’s benefit. But when the vibrations hit my clit, the moans are genuine.

I’ve masturbated more than a few times over the past few months, but it has never felt like this. Liam’s gaze on me mixed with the desperation in the air makes it too much to handle. Almost immediately my back is arching off the bed and my head is tossing back against the pillow.

I can hear how wet I am. I stretch my other hand down to slide two fingers into me, keeping the vibration on my clit. I’m pumping in and out, the sound of my pussy mixing with my moans.

“Liam,” I groan out. I need more, I need his hands on me.

“Fuck it.” I hear his voice come out on a desperate groan. In a blink his hand pulls mine from inside me, he takes my fingers and sucks them into his mouth. Taking each finger between his lips he runs his tongue over my knuckles gently, savouring the lingering taste. Once he’s licked them clean, he pins my arms next to my head.