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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

The medical practice is on the ground floor. A bathroom window is tilted open, and Karen climbs in through it.

She passes a kitchen where sad yellow light illuminates medical equipment, a toilet, and—the examination room. Karen sees the open crotch of a woman and the back of Dr. Brown’s head, hair is growing out of his ears. Karen leans against the wall. A flashback. Bodily details of all the male bodies of the previous few years pass before her eyes. Hair creeping into the light from ears and noses, yellow teeth, breath that smells like old rubbish, dried spittle in the corners of mouths, strings of saliva between upper and lower lips. Small, white, tapered bottoms with black hairs, between thighs testicles dangling down toward the knees. All kinds of little, crooked cocks, smegma on the cocks, drooping arms, hairy backs, eyes close together, inflamed. Stomachs in all shapes and colors with smelly belly buttons. Makes sense that people have such an unbelievable propensity for violence inside, people who look like that are evil.

Dr. Brown pulls down his pants. They gather around his ankles. His underwear stretches between his knees. Looks ridiculous, but

DR. BROWN’S

Penis still stands out from his body like an imposing architectural structure. As if it weren’t part of his body, as if it had been retroactively attached. Dr. Brown is going to stockpile a fuck. A chance like this doesn’t come round every day. Such a good-looking unconscious person. Conscious sexual partners cause hassles, since they talk, breathe, they make false moves, they lie, they feign excitement, excitement about his penis and his technique. The difficulties of a woman’s bodily openings aren’t unknown to him. The dumbfucks can’t come unless he manually fiddles with their clits for ages. But what man wants to do that? So he likes them best when they’re calm, silent, open. Just a few more thrusts and … Dr. Brown doesn’t feel the blow. He doesn’t feel anything. He is out like a light.

With a heavy metal ashtray

ARTHUR

HEALTH RISKS: highly excitable

POLITICAL ORIENTATION: prior antifa activities

HOBBIES: drug abuse

OTHER HOBBIES: becoming a father

Well, even though