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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Don can no longer sit at this table, no longer sit and admit to herself that she might never touch Hannah. “Relax,” an older sister would tell her. “Step back from the ledge!” But there’s no older sister, and Don is in love, and Hannah is in love, but not with Don, and so begin all wretched stories, so begin weeks that are horrid and have to do with hormones. And

DON

Gets up and looks out the window.

“There’re people out there,” she says. And looks at the tent camp.

It must have been put up in just the last few seconds. Yesterday there was nothing except plastic litter and old rolls of cable. And now there are scrap-wood huts, six of them, seven, and two fires burning in front of them. Around the fire sit a few remnants of men. Nothing worth shooting at. Of the men, there are maybe ten, no idea whether there are others in the sad huts, three are minors; they squat, barely talk, roasting potatoes on the fire and spooning something out of tin cans. No good food, no precious meal of meat.

Their clothes speak of homelessness, their faces of having given up. A little way from the saddest of the tents sits an old man who, with his suit, stands out from the others.

The suit must have really been something. Before it had gotten stained and the seams had ripped. The man must also have really been something before he’d given up.

Like a

PROFESSOR

HEALTH CONDITIONS: depression

HOBBIES: collect(ed) first editions

LISTEN(ED): Mozart

USEFULNESS: 0

That’s what the old man looks like, as he sits on a beer crate and rocks back and forth.

Murmur, stream, the vale along

Without pause or peace,

Murmur, whisper to my song

adding melodies!

Goethe. An echo from before, memory and smell and taste, of the fireside, in the library. Recollection of the time when consumer decisions fulfilled wishes, not needs. Of the time not long ago when coal power plants had resumed operation. And he—