Chapters (69)
- Copyright Notice
- THE MILLENNIUM
- DON
- HANNAH
- KAREN
- DON’S MOTHER
- PETER
- THE MOTHER
- DR. BROWN
- HANNAH’S FATHER
- SERGEJ
- MOTHER
- THE RUSSIAN
- THOME
- THE RED DEER
- THOME’S FATHER
- WALTER
- KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
- PATUK
- OLD WOMAN
- POLICEWOMAN
- BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
- INTERMISSION
- HUMANITY
- SIR ERNEST (EARL)
- COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
- PROGRAMMER
- MA WEI
- CARL
- THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
- BODYCAM MAN
- MAGGY
- MR. M.
- ROGER
- THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
- THE LAB DIRECTOR
- HONEST MAN
- JOB NOMADS
- COURIER
- BOXER
- ATTACKERS
- THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
- KEVIN
- SWEATING MAN
- BERTA AND HENRY’S
- RACHEL
- YOUNG MEN
- ARTHUR
- STUDENT
- ROB
- A WOMAN
- PHILOSOPHER
- THE MATTRESS SELLER
- ABDULLAH B.
- THE PRO-LIFERS
- PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
- JON
- PROFESSOR
- MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
- WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
- BANKER
- THE CHILD
- THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
- MADAME CECILIE
- THE JOURNALIST
- THE WORLD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Don can no longer sit at this table, no longer sit and admit to herself that she might never touch Hannah. “Relax,” an older sister would tell her. “Step back from the ledge!” But there’s no older sister, and Don is in love, and Hannah is in love, but not with Don, and so begin all wretched stories, so begin weeks that are horrid and have to do with hormones. And
DON
Gets up and looks out the window.
“There’re people out there,” she says. And looks at the tent camp.
It must have been put up in just the last few seconds. Yesterday there was nothing except plastic litter and old rolls of cable. And now there are scrap-wood huts, six of them, seven, and two fires burning in front of them. Around the fire sit a few remnants of men. Nothing worth shooting at. Of the men, there are maybe ten, no idea whether there are others in the sad huts, three are minors; they squat, barely talk, roasting potatoes on the fire and spooning something out of tin cans. No good food, no precious meal of meat.
Their clothes speak of homelessness, their faces of having given up. A little way from the saddest of the tents sits an old man who, with his suit, stands out from the others.
The suit must have really been something. Before it had gotten stained and the seams had ripped. The man must also have really been something before he’d given up.
Like a
PROFESSOR
HEALTH CONDITIONS: depression
HOBBIES: collect(ed) first editions
LISTEN(ED): Mozart
USEFULNESS: 0
That’s what the old man looks like, as he sits on a beer crate and rocks back and forth.
Murmur, stream, the vale along
Without pause or peace,
Murmur, whisper to my song
adding melodies!
Goethe. An echo from before, memory and smell and taste, of the fireside, in the library. Recollection of the time when consumer decisions fulfilled wishes, not needs. Of the time not long ago when coal power plants had resumed operation. And he—