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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

None of the others knew exactly what she meant, but a hit list sounded good, it was a welcome diversion from the last days of the endlessly long, dull summer. And then they all sat alone with their thoughts and recalled moments they wished to forget. That they’d suppressed, so that they could grind them into dust when they were old enough to. They thought of loneliness and humiliation. About being fucked on stinking mattresses, beat up, they thought about death and helplessness.

Peter wrote down his mother, the Russian, and Sergej, the Pole who had raped him. Hannah noted Doctor Brown, her mother’s murderer. And Thome Percy. Developer of the site Dream Island.

And Don jotted down Walter, her mother’s former boyfriend.

Then they didn’t know what to do next. They were suddenly no longer cool, young, and strong. They were children who actually just wanted to cry. And knew that nobody would comfort them.

“I’m waiting.”

Said

THOME

INTELLIGENCE: average

POTENTIAL FOR AGGRESSION: high

ETHNICITY: pink

SEXUAL ORIENTATION: asexual or perhaps homosexual

FETISH: sniffing athletic shoes

POLITICAL CLASSIFIABILITY: right-wing conservative. But also doesn’t really matter

HEALTH RISKS: high blood pressure. Fatty liver

It was the time when his mother was still alive. His real mother. Mother—Motherrrrr!—

Mother didn’t answer. It was midday, she was probably lying on her George III sofa. Thome hated that piece of furniture, with its brocade cover darkened at head height by the grease of his mother’s hair. Thome’s mother considered frequent hair washing a hobby of the newly wealthy and the lower class. Her hair was always matted down on the back of her head. It was the color of her faded cashmere sweater. If she wasn’t lying on the sofa she was perhaps outside with the dogs. Those filthy creatures that looked as if they’d had their legs sawed off. Good hunting dogs who, on their sawed-off legs, hunted other animals to death. The hunt, a displacement of the lust to kill people on the turf of the Scottish Highlands. Mother knew a thing or two about that. About killing, scorn, scones, and alcohol. In the community where Thome’s family home stood, there was nothing but drunks. Amazing, eh? That the country’s upper crust consisted of a giant cirrhotic liver, that alcohol wielded the scepter in this manicured bougainvillea-covered development. Owing to a bit of a stalker quirk, Thome knew what every resident did at every second. He knew them naked, knew what they ate, how they voted, knew their influence in politics, knew which weapons they stored where, which sexual proclivities they harbored, he knew how long their orgasms lasted. Already at a young age Thome laid the foundation for his later passion: observing people. And pondered how he could hurt them.