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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Noticing the time, she said, “You should go, Mum, or you won’t be there when Henry comes to pick you up.”

Glancing at her watch Marcy agreed, “You’re right, but don’t stay long, will you? You’ll need to get ready for the ball.”

“Don’t worry about me.” Claudia hugged her. “You have a great time, and happy New Year.”

“To you too,” Marcy said warmly. “Love you and see you tomorrow.”

IT HAD LONG been dark outside by the time Claudia finally locked up the coach house and returned to her car. It shouldn’t take much more than twenty minutes to drive back into town, but she was in no hurry, for she’d decided several days ago that she wouldn’t be going to the ball. She hadn’t told anyone; if she had it might have stopped her mother going to London, or Jasmine celebrating with her friends at a party in the Old Town. Plus, Andee and Leanne would probably have done their best to persuade her to change her mind, and Dan . . . Well, it was unlikely to make a difference to him whether or not she was there. He could always introduce her to Julie Forrest another time; it didn’t have to be tonight.

Checking the time as she drove away, she imagined her mother arriving at the theater with Henry around about now, looking glamorous and excited in a sequined black dress and mock-fur cape. It pleased her so much to think of Marcy and Jasmine being happy that she didn’t really mind about herself; after all, in her way she was happy too. Moreover, the sudden bouts of anxiety she’d suffered when they’d first gotten here only ever seemed to happen now when she left her car outside the flat and ran up the steps to go inside. She couldn’t prevent herself from thinking someone was going to appear from the shadows to stop her, and she never felt totally safe until the front door was closed and locked behind her.

This evening her mind was so full of what still needed to be done at the coach house that she made it into the villa and was kicking off her boots behind the locked door of the flat before it occurred to her to feel worried. Clocking it up as another small milestone achieved, she went through to the living area, where the chaos of a teenager getting ready to go out was strewn like a still life across the table. She regarded it thoughtfully, although her mind wasn’t on it. She was thinking more about how quiet the place seemed and what she might have worn if she had gone out.