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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Each time she let herself into the place she was filled with happiness, for the main front door opened straight into the heart of the house. Everything was open plan, with the kitchen and its arched windows to the left, the sitting room and its matching spectacular windows to the right, and doors leading from each end to the east and west wings. Her craft room, bedroom, and bathroom were on the far side of the kitchen, her mother’s study and en suite bedroom was off the sitting room, and Jasmine’s domain was in the tower.

The densely brambled chaos that stretched between the house and the moor was going to become her mother’s project, and Marcy was already talking to a landscaper about which trees, shrubs, and beds could be saved and restored.

What Claudia loved most of all about being there, however, was how welcome and safe the house made her feel. It wasn’t only the solidity of the centuries-old walls, or the shelter of the roof, it was the quiet and soulful character of the place, the intangible yet present sense of it taking care of her, the way she was taking care of it.

It already felt like an old and trusted friend, she told Marcy. “Do you feel it too?” she’d asked that morning when they’d brought more paint samples and cleaning equipment. At the time they’d been standing side by side just inside the front door gazing into the half-finished sitting room and partly installed kitchen and out through the set of double French windows at the rear to a dilapidated terrace and wilderness beyond.

“Yes, I do,” Marcy replied earnestly. “I never imagined I’d feel like this about anywhere again, but it’s very special, and what you’re doing with it seems to honor it in ways I’d never have dreamt of myself.”

Loving the answer, Claudia rested her head on her mother’s shoulder.

“We’ve met some wonderful people here,” Marcy commented softly, “and now you’re creating this beautiful home. I can see us doing quite a bit of entertaining, can’t you?”

Yes, Claudia could, in fact she was already planning a housewarming and a special dinner to say thank you to Andee for all she’d done to make this happen. She wouldn’t admit it to Andee, but more than anything else this house, and her growing business, had helped her to stop obsessing about Marcus, imagining him in his prison cell, furious, vengeful, plotting how to find her. It was always there, lurking beneath the reality of her new existence, his voice finding her in moments of insecurity, his threats combining with the dread of his sister, or someone else, suddenly turning up on her doorstep. However, she was finding it easier to move past the fear now, to clear her thoughts of the darkness that emanated from all memories of him.