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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“You’re thinking about him,” Jasmine stated, her eyes darkening with worry. “I can tell.”

Claudia shook herself quickly. “It’s OK, it’s gone,” she assured her, pushing the memory back into the shadows.

Jasmine was still concerned, so Claudia smiled. “Really it has,” she promised, “and you’ve completely transformed me from a dull old mumsie sewing bee into a . . .” She couldn’t think how to describe herself without sounding immodest.

“Into a sophisticated and alluring businesswoman who’s totally going to be the belle of the ball,” Jasmine finished for her.

As they laughed and hugged Marcy came into the room, and both Claudia’s and Jasmine’s eyes rounded with surprise and approval.

“Wow, Nana,” Jasmine murmured. “You look amazing too. I don’t think I’ve seen that before.”

“You haven’t,” Marcy admitted, and twirled to show off her new navy silk jersey jumpsuit with frivolous bell cuffs and slightly risqué V-neck. “And you, Claudia, look so lovely I could look at you all night, but I think we should be going or we’ll be late.”

“Excuse me,” Jasmine protested as they started for the door, “isn’t anyone going to say that I look amazing too?”

Laughing, Claudia said, “You look so lovely that I’d like a photo of you before we go.”

Obligingly, Jasmine struck a pose in the cluttered sitting room, one hand on her hip, the other reaching above her to offer the best view of her slinky, cold-shoulder sweater, ripped-knee leggings, and block-heel ankle boots.

Half an hour later they were driving over the cattle grid that marked the entrance to Ash Morley Farm, where the ramble of old buildings had been converted into dwellings. Leanne, Tom, and Abby lived in the converted barn, Wilkie, Leanne’s mother, was in the old farmhouse, and Klaudia, the pretty Polish lady who worked at the shop with Leanne, occupied the stables with her two young children. The place was a rural idyll, so characterful and welcoming that Claudia could only wonder now why she’d always been in such a hurry to drop Jasmine off and leave.

“Please excuse us for being late. You wouldn’t believe how long it’s taken my wife to get ready this evening. Or looking at her, maybe you would.” A typical put-down from Marcus, humorous, teasing, even affectionately delivered, but the cruelty was always there.

Bringing the car to a stop next to Andee’s Mercedes, Claudia took a brief moment to steel herself against any more unwelcome voices, and unfastened her seat belt.

As they approached the barn Abby came bursting out to greet them, looking almost Goth-like in the moonlight with her recently dyed black hair and kohl-rimmed eyes. “Everyone’s here already,” she told them, “but don’t worry, Grandma can’t find her glasses and nothing can happen until she has them.”