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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

However, this evening, in spite of needing to catch up on some sleep, she’d happily set everything aside for a few hours so that she, her mother, and Jasmine could go to a party at Leanne’s. They’d been thrilled to receive the invitation, especially when they’d discovered that it was to celebrate Tom and Leanne’s engagement.

“We must get a card and take a gift,” she’d informed her mother as soon as they’d agreed they would go.

“But we hardly know them, what on earth would we get?” Marcy cried.

“That’s easy,” Jasmine piped up. “We can wrap a selection of Mum’s special scented bags. You know, the ones that go in drawers and cupboards. Everyone always likes them.”

With that agreed they only had to decide what to wear, which was something Claudia didn’t give much thought to until she got out of the shower on the evening of the party and stood, wrapped in a towel, staring into her closet.

“Well, you can’t go like that,” Jasmine informed her as she passed the open door. “Are you in need of some help?”

Claudia was, and more than Jasmine realized, because wrenching her mind from the anxiety she used to feel before nights out with Marcus was making it hard to move.

Do your best to look glamorous. I know it’s hard, but don’t let me down.

Seeming to sense what was happening, Jasmine rapidly sprang into action, and less than twenty minutes later Claudia was standing in front of her cheval mirror amazed by the transformation her daughter had achieved. She was now wearing a knee-length black lace dress with long gauzy sleeves and discreet V back, suede pumps with three-inch heels, and the diamond earrings Joel had given her as a wedding present. She’d been in jeans and baggy tops for so many months now that it was like looking at a stranger, especially with the way Jasmine had styled her hair. She’d caught it up in an artful French roll at the back, held in place by a million grips and a single crystal-studded chopstick, while at the front several loose strands fell to each side of her face, creating an effect that was both casual and classy.

“You look sensational,” Jasmine declared, admiring her own handiwork in the mirror. “You know your neck is one of your best features, and with your hair like this it shows off how lovely and slender it is.”

Claudia smiled. “Dad always liked my neck,” she said, thinking of the way Joel would run his fingers over it and kiss it and tell her how beautiful she was.

Jasmine smiled, but then saw her mother’s expression suddenly change. “What is it?” she asked.

Claudia was trapped in another awful moment and couldn’t seem to escape it. Marcus’s thick hands circling her neck and squeezing . . .