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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Jasmine leaned in to hug her. “I want this to be all about you,” she told her, “and Mum as well, so unless it feels that I ought to say something, or he asks me a question, I’ll just listen.”

Marcy looked across the table to where Dan was checking something on his laptop, and knowing how much he wanted this to go well, for everyone, she felt a surge of gratitude toward him. She wondered how Claudia might be reacting to seeing him on the other side of the table, taking up position with the enemy so to speak, although she’d known it was going to happen so perhaps it wasn’t upsetting her.

Turning to her, Marcy whispered, “Are you OK?”

“Yes,” Claudia replied. “Are you?”

“I’m fine. I wonder how he’s feeling right now.”

Dan said, “Nervous, I’m sure. Well, he’d probably use a different expression, but it would have the same meaning.”

Marcy couldn’t help imagining what words Archie might reach for, but she soon let it go as she began asking herself again if they were doing the right thing in coming here. After his last letter, his apology, she’d felt that it might be enough; she didn’t need to have any more to do with him, for no amount of talking, explaining, trying to understand each other, or whatever else might come up was going to change what had happened. Her face could never be properly repaired. She was disfigured now for the rest of her life. So, what was the point of it all?

“The point,” Henry had told her, “is that you’ve been talking more since you read his letters. I don’t know why or how, but they seem to have reached something in you that the rest of us haven’t managed to. Isn’t it worth finding out if seeing him really could help?”

Marcy had been surprised by that answer, for she’d expected him to be as wary as Claudia over this meeting; however, when she’d reported back to Claudia, her daughter had agreed, albeit cautiously, with Henry. So had Jasmine.

“It feels like a properly positive step,” Jasmine had said, “and if Andee and Dan are behind it I really don’t think we need to worry.”

“A lot can be to do with chemistry,” Claudia had continued, surprising Marcy further. “Don’t look like that, I’ve been reading about RJ online. If you absolutely take against him the minute you see him, we’ll know there’s no point going ahead with it, but I don’t think you will, not after the way you reacted to his letters.”