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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“They won’t bother you,” she’d assured them as she’d pushed open the door to this room and waved an arm as if she were introducing them to the royal suite. “No one will interrupt you in here. It’s very private and comfortable—I’m told it’s even soundproofed, but I’m not sure anyone’s ever put it to the test.”

Dan thanked her on behalf of them all, and after she’d gone to chase up coffee and biscuits he and Andee exchanged ironic glances. This was quite a luxury in comparison to some of the places they held RJ meetings—and in a prison? Who’d have thought it?

The seating arrangements were easily sorted, with Claudia, Marcy, Jasmine, and Andee on one side of the table, Dan on the other with Archie when he arrived.

“I’m going to lower the blinds a little,” Andee said, “or we’ll be looking into the sun and it’s important for you to see more than the silhouette of the person you’re talking to.”

Marcy watched her adjusting the shades and nodded when she’d achieved the right level. Although everyone had a role to play here today she knew that the main focus was going to be on her and Archie Colbrook, and while she accepted that, it was still making her nervous.

Beside her, to her left, Claudia was checking again that her mobile was off, and after putting it away she reached for her mother’s injured hand. It was OK to touch it now; it didn’t hurt as much, although the itching could still be its own form of living hell. They’d joked the other day about getting half-price manicures now that she only had properly formed fingernails on one hand.

“What about half-price makeup too?” Marcy had added, but that little witticism had fallen flat as she should have known it would. There was nothing funny about her raw, scarred face and porcine eye, nothing to laugh at there at all—only oceans of desperate tears to shed in the privacy of her room. Still, the fact that they’d been able to raise at least one smile about her new look was surely a step in the right direction.

“If you want to leave at any time,” Claudia whispered, “you know you can.”

Yes, Marcy knew that, but she couldn’t imagine herself just upping and walking away now that they’d come this far. Unless things went horribly wrong, of course, in which case she might have to. Turning to Jasmine, she gave her a reassuring smile in spite of knowing how grotesque it was; hopefully the tone of her voice would convey her feelings. “You speak if you want to,” she told her. “Just because you’ve opted not to doesn’t mean you can’t change your mind.”