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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“Will you tell me what’s in the letters?” she asked, after he’d started the engine in order to turn on some heat.

He didn’t answer right away, instead he removed his glasses, wiped them with a cloth taken from the glove box and put them on again. “If I did,” he said in the end, “I’d be using my words, and I think it’s important for you to hear Archie’s.”

“Please tell me there’s nothing in them that’s going to upset Mum, or frighten her . . .”

“I wouldn’t let her read them if there was. You must know that.”

Yes, she did, but she still had to ask. He might not have handled this well, at least in her opinion, but he wasn’t a cruel man, far from it. “And where is it all supposed to lead?” she asked. “I know you think it’ll help us to know something about him, but is your real purpose to get his sentence reduced or even . . .”

Stopping her before her presumptions could run into territory that would hurt and anger her again, he said, “When I started this it wasn’t necessarily to help Archie, it was mostly about Marcy and you. It still is about you both, but I’m not going to deny that if some good comes from these letters and any subsequent communication you or Marcy might have with him, I will write a report for his defense team to use in any way they can.”

She sat with that for a while, imagining all kinds of scenarios that she wasn’t liking at all, until she said, “Is there a chance he’ll get off completely?” She wouldn’t be able to bear it if he did; it would feel as though Marcus had won and she simply couldn’t allow that to happen.

“No,” he replied. “He’s already admitted to the charge of arson and criminal damage, so he’ll serve a prison term for that, and it’s highly likely that when the attempted murder case goes to trial he’ll be found guilty.”

She swallowed dryly. “And you don’t think he’s guilty of attempted murder?”

“What I think doesn’t count, it’ll be up to a jury.”

She turned to him. “That doesn’t answer my question. I want to know what you think.”

Not taking his eyes from hers he said, “I don’t believe it was his intention to harm anyone. So I wouldn’t consider it wrong to reduce that particular charge to one that’s more fitting. As far as sentencing goes there won’t be much in it, and as he’ll go down anyway for arson you can be sure he won’t be back out on the streets this side of his thirtieth birthday.”