I was hoping that our relationship would become sexual but I respect her for not wanting to become emotionally attached to a much younger man.

She is right, we have no long-term future. I am just grateful that she decided to discipline me and to train me to become a gentleman. I was in real need of that in my life.

When I saw her in her lingerie and she ordered me across her lap, I was so excited that I almost climaxed. Had the spanking not re-focused my attention, I think I would have had an accident. After that night, I would do anything for her. I love doing chores for her and running errands for her. She is more interested in my grades and my life than even my parents, and I find that I can’t wait for my next discipline session with her. To her, our discipline sessions are a social engagement and an extension of our friendship. To me, our discipline sessions are sexual.

There is energy between us when she disciplines me. I worship Ms Kristen and I admire her more than any woman I have ever known. I just hope I can meet a girl more my age who is just like her.”

Since during the Victorian era all female teachers in the school house had to be single (once they married, they were no longer permitted to teach) and a Governess was also required to be single, it has been widely recorded that there was a sexual element to the act of a Governess (or Female school teacher) disciplining a male child. It has been documented how some boys during the Victorian era developed a deep affection for the one who punished him, namely his Governess.

There were actual instances in which the Governess became the corrupter of the young male that was entrusted into her care. Instead of guarding his mind in innocence and purity, she initiated him into temptation, as he would hold sexual thoughts toward his Governess throughout puberty and into young adulthood. Such instances may not have been accidents but rather well planned by the Governess who feared for her uncertain future. A middle-class male had a tendency to stay at home until he married at an age as late as thirty. Unprotected by her own family, the Governess was open to sexual approaches and there are numerous tales of Governesses in their thirties or even older having sexual relations with the twenty something male of the household, the very same male who was once under her care. The relationship between Kristen and George has many of the same elements of the Victorian relationships between a Governess and a young male.