A lot of men do fantasize about being the permanent slave of a beautiful woman but in Darren’s case, his wife was the one who had the fantasy of being the owner of a male slave. She had been harboring this desire for over twenty years and their occasional D&S sessions only fueled her desire to make this a reality. His wife obviously has a sadistic side to her dominant nature and she wanted to have a slave whom she could be severe and no nonsense with. And she didn't want just any man to be this slave, she wanted the man that she loved to be this slave. She didn't want to play games with this lifestyle, she wanted it to be a present reality.

Now it has become just that. She made her desires a reality and in the process, has made a life for her husband that he finds to be challenging and yet, also fulfilling.

What must run through his mind when she leaves him alone to do chores? Where does she go? He knows that she still has a career but she no longer shares with him the details of her life. He is now her slave and a slave does not have the right to question his Mistress. Where does she go and what does she do when she is not home? Since she is no longer intimate with Darren, does she have a lover? Is he a young lover? Darren must wonder if she is intimate with someone but he does not know and she loves keeping him in the dark. She was intimate with him for thirty years but now no more, for he has become her slave.

Darren is her husband in legality but not in reality. He has surrendered everything over to his wife and she comes and goes as she pleases. His life is not one of leisure. He does not spend his retirement on the golf course. No, his life is about the serving of his Mistress. He must do chores for her, to tend to her house, to spend hours being bound while he reflects on what she may be doing with her liberation.

I find all of this to be fascinating. By being her slave and working for her, Darren actually has a sense of self-worth. He has found contentment and this life is a challenge for him and this life is fulfilling for him. His wife knew the kind of structured life he needed to be content and fulfilled. He is freed from mental responsibility and can focus his energy on pleasing his Mistress. Darren’s sexuality is now in worshipping his Mistress and serving her. No more intimacy but his sexual fulfillment comes in submitting to her. His is a life of giving and not getting, yet it is fulfilling because he loves giving of himself in such a pure manner to a woman.