Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘I have to find her, Fabien. I have to put this right,’ I say. I wipe my face with my forearm. Tomas hands me Monsieur Lapin, which makes me cry and smile at the same time.
‘Okay, don’t worry.’ Fabien reaches out a hand and hesitates – I think he’s going to wipe the tears and my insides thunder with excitement. Instead, he lays it on my shoulder in a friendly, reassuring way. It’s not half as intimate as touching my face, and my heart starts to slow. Now he ruffles Tomas’s hair gently and speaks quietly to him, telling him that everything will be okay. Tomas holds Monsieur Lapin to my cheeks. The stuffed rabbit smells of lavender. It smells of home. Like a hug from my mum. Now I need to find Tomas’s mum so he can have one of those hugs too.
‘I’ll message Carine. If Stephanie is hiding in any of the empty houses, or holiday rentals, Carine will know. She can put out feelers. She has many … contacts,’ he says. I think he’s referring to her lovers. ‘She is even … close friends with the mayor. They will all look out for Stephanie and contact Carine if they see her.’ He finishes sending the message. ‘In the meantime, we will go and see Henri. He’ll be able to tell us more. He knows most of the stallholders in the market, the shop owners and—’
‘Henri! Good idea! He might have seen her.’ I spin round and head out of the courtyard, as Fabien apologizes to his customer, who tuts and flounces out. He pulls the gates to the courtyard shut behind him and locks them.
I head across the road and through the worn stone arch, then down the narrow street, as fast as the shiny warm cobbles will let me, towards Henri’s bistro where the awnings are out and tables laid, the paper cloths flapping in the constant breeze.
I hurry to the restaurant, still carrying Tomas, my arms aching. I don’t want to pass him to Rhi or Lou – I can’t let him down. I say hello to Henri, accept his kisses and explain what’s happened. Henri nods and listens.
‘I’ll speak to people. Put the word out. She won’t have gone far,’ he says reassuringly. ‘Give me your mobile number. I’ll text if there’s any news.’
‘What should I do? Where can I start looking?’