Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
She’s giving me her blessing to get together with Fabien. Could there possibly be a chance for him and me? Would he even want it? After all, we both said it was ‘just a silly kiss’. Is it too late? Has our moment passed? But what if … what if it wasn’t just a silly kiss? What if it meant much more than we were prepared to admit? I shut my eyes for a second, remembering his lips barely touching mine before they whisked away. And then, buoyed up by the memory, I clap my hands together. ‘We must get to work. We have so much to do.’ I take a huge breath and force a smile.
‘Del,’ she puts her hands on mine, ‘go to the bistro. I can manage here.’
‘Oh, no, it’s fine …’ I wave away the suggestion.
‘Really,’ she says. ‘I can handle the market. I know what I’m doing. Remember? Everyone deserves a second chance? I promise I won’t let you down. And I’ll bring the money box straight to you.’
‘I know that!’ I say, shocked that she thinks I might not trust her.
‘I can cook up our usual bakes. Just like you taught me. You can go to the bistro and get ready there, opening for lunch, and we’ll take the food to the riverside together later.’
This young woman has blossomed and grown up in front of my eyes.
‘I can cope, really,’ she reassures me.
And this time my smile spreads of its own accord. ‘Of course you can.’ I feel a surge of pride. I need to let her do this. ‘That makes perfect sense,’ I say, trying not to ask if she has everything she needs. ‘I’ll be at Henri’s if you want me. And I’ll let you know if there’s any news of him.’
‘Okay, go, go!’ She laughs. ‘JB will help me set up the stall in a bit. I’ll tell him to bring back some clothes. Maybe he could look for a job in town.’
‘Maybe Fabien could do with some help,’ I suggest. Fabien again. Never far from my thoughts. ‘Or Carine may know of something,’ I add quickly. ‘Okay,’ I say, picking up my bag and Ralph’s lead as he bounces around happily. ‘I’ll see you at the bistro.’ And then, I can’t help myself. ‘You’ll be okay?’
‘I’ll be fine, Del.’ She smiles. ‘It’ll all be fine!’
And I hope she’s right as I pat Ralph’s head and step out into the early-morning lavender light to the cockerel announcing a new day, pick a bunch of lavender and carry it to the bistro.