Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
She turns and walks downstairs to where Tomas is sitting at the little table, with a glass of milk, eating biscuits. Well, he’s feeding biscuits to a well-behaved Ralph, delighting in his barking, and rewarding him with more. Stephanie marches over, scoops Tomas up from the chair and puts him on her hip. He begins to cry, reaching for Ralph, who is still sitting obediently, giving the occasional bark, hoping to be rewarded.
‘Wait, Stephanie!’ I say, as she scoops up her plastic bags with one hand.
‘It would seem, Madame,’ she says pointedly, but I know she’s hurt and disappointed, ‘that you do not have room for us after all. I cannot ask my son to sleep on the bare floor. We would have been better to stay where we were.’ She walks towards the front door. ‘I’m sure you thought you were doing a good thing.’
She stops and looks at me. ‘Do you have children?’
‘No.’
‘Well, you can’t have mine!’ Her words sting me, like a slap in the face.
‘I don’t want your child. I wanted to help you. Like I say, we all deserve a second chance. You’re practically a child yourself,’ I say.
‘I am a mother. A good one! Better than mine was! I didn’t have family to eat with or cook with. I am surviving the only way I know how. But I must put my child first.’
The slap in the face still stings. She’s right. I thought I should be helping her and the child. But I have no idea what a child needs. I’m out of my depth. Instead of helping, I’ve just made things a hundred times worse.
I watch as she walks towards the drive. Where on earth will she go?
‘Where will you go?’ I call after her.
‘Back to the river clearing. I have friends there,’ she says, over her shoulder. ‘Everyone will be gathering about now.’
She carries on walking, Tomas reaching out his arms to Ralph.
My eyes fill with tears and I look away, trying to stop them falling. And then I see the solution! Why didn’t I think of it before? Why hadn’t I remembered it?
‘Stephanie, wait!’
SEVENTEEN
I run back inside, grab the key from the kitchen drawer and run back out, beaming. Stephanie has stopped and put Tomas down. I don’t know if it’s because he’s heavy or she’s prepared to hear what I’ve got to say or show her. But I’m taking my chance.
‘Follow me.’ I wave my arm in a big circle and hold up a key with the other.
For a moment she stares at me, but then, making my heart skip, she follows me.