Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘Beautiful,’ he repeats, his eyes scanning my face. I don’t know whether to laugh or cry as he moves his lips towards mine. And although everything is telling me I shouldn’t be doing this, I can’t stop myself.
And just as his lips touch mine, they are gone. ‘Oooffff!’ He reels away and the dream is shattered.
‘Fabien!’ Tomas has launched himself at Fabien’s legs, taking him by surprise. We laugh, and I see Stephanie, back from her visit to town, her face as thunderous as it was the first time I met her. Cold and closed against the hurt in her heart.
‘Stephanie!’ I call, hoping she didn’t see what I think she might have seen. But she doesn’t answer and runs to the caravan. I hear the door slam. Fabien and I gaze at each other, worried.
‘I’ll go after her, explain,’ I say.
‘Explain what?’
‘That it was nothing …’ I wave a hand, trying to think on my feet ‘… just a silly kiss.’
‘Just a silly kiss?’ he says, his face darkening too.
‘Yes, I mean, no …’ That’s not what I meant!! ‘I mean …’ I have no idea what I mean or what it was. I just know how I feel and how I’ve made Stephanie feel.
‘I think I’d better go,’ says Fabien, closing the van on the lavender plants. And I’m flustered. I take hold of Tomas’s hand as he waves to Fabien, begging him to stay and play.
‘Fabien!’ I don’t want him to go like this. I need to explain. But ‘The plants!’ is all I can think of saying.
‘I’ll bring them back later,’ he says, gets into the cab and turns the van in the drive, accelerating at speed in a cloud of dust. Suddenly there’s the blast of a horn and he swerves to avoid another car coming up the drive. I look in the direction of the caravan, then at Tomas, still waving, and then at the car.
Ralph appears from the back of the house, barking with delight.
Who can this be?
TWENTY-TWO
‘So, this is where you’ve been hiding?’
‘Lou!’ I say in disbelief, as she emerges from the back of the car, then throw myself forward and hug my friend, hoping the tears won’t spill: I’ve upset the two people closest to me.
‘And me!’ The other door of the taxi opens and out steps Rhi. ‘Surprise!’
I run around the car and hug her too. The taxi driver fetches their cases from the boot, then climbs back in and, with a friendly toot, disappears down the drive. I’m left staring at my two best friends and wondering what they’re doing here.
‘Ollie sent us,’ says Lou, answering the question before I’ve even asked it. ‘Wants us to see if you’re okay and when you’re coming back.’