Back Escape to the French Farmhouse
Chapters (79)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Jo Thomas
  4. DEDICATION
  5. ONE
  6. TWO
  7. THREE
  8. FOUR
  9. FIVE
  10. SIX
  11. SEVEN
  12. EIGHT
  13. NINE
  14. TEN
  15. ELEVEN
  16. TWELVE
  17. THIRTEEN
  18. FOURTEEN
  19. FIFTEEN
  20. SIXTEEN
  21. SEVENTEEN
  22. EIGHTEEN
  23. NINETEEN
  24. TWENTY
  25. TWENTY-ONE
  26. TWENTY-TWO
  27. TWENTY-THREE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR
  29. TWENTY-FIVE
  30. TWENTY-SIX
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. TWENTY-NINE
  34. THIRTY
  35. THIRTY-ONE
  36. THIRTY-TWO
  37. THIRTY-THREE
  38. THIRTY-FOUR
  39. THIRTY-FIVE
  40. THIRTY-SIX
  41. THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. THIRTY-NINE
  44. FORTY
  45. FORTY-ONE
  46. FORTY-TWO
  47. FORTY-THREE
  48. FORTY-FOUR
  49. FORTY-FIVE
  50. FORTY-SIX
  51. FORTY-SEVEN
  52. FORTY-EIGHT
  53. FORTY-NINE
  54. FIFTY
  55. FIFTY-ONE
  56. FIFTY-TWO
  57. FIFTY-THREE
  58. FIFTY-FOUR
  59. FIFTY-FIVE
  60. FIFTY-SIX
  61. FIFTY-SEVEN
  62. FIFTY-EIGHT
  63. FIFTY-NINE
  64. SIXTY
  65. SIXTY-ONE
  66. SIXTY-TWO
  67. Epilogue
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. RECIPES
  70. Lavender shortbread
  71. Apricot jam sponge cake
  72. Lavender lamb
  73. READ MORE
  74. Prologue
  75. ONE
  76. TWO
  77. THREE
  78. FOUR
  79. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Remember what it was like to be seventeen,’ he tells me. ‘She’s hurt. She’s angry, with you, with the world. Give her time. She’ll come round.’ He looks at me kindly, then wraps his arms around me and Tomas, and I let him, taking strength from him. ‘And she may be seventeen and angry, but she’s also a mother and she loves this one. She won’t stay away for long. She won’t leave him, no matter what she’s saying. Don’t worry. We’ll make sure she’s safe.’

I don’t ask who he means by ‘we’, but I trust what he’s said. I study his face. Stephanie was right: he looks tired. There are dark circles around his lined eyes.

He pushes his white hair off his forehead. ‘Go back to Le Petit Mas, in case she comes home and wants to see Tomas,’ he tells me.

‘If you see her, tell her I’m sorry,’ I say. ‘Tell her to come home.’ This is home. He nods, understanding, and briefly hugs me again. I turn to see Fabien looking straight at me, making me blush.

We walk back to the main road. Fabien says goodbye and starts to cross the street to the brocante, pulling out his keys to unlock the doors.

‘Thank you, Fabien,’ I say.

‘She’ll turn up. Try not to worry. Henri knows,’ he says, and unlocks the gates. Suddenly I feel a huge distance between us and it’s not just the road.

We turn silently towards the river. There, outside the swanky bar that Ollie loved, are Cora and her friends.

‘Cora! I’m looking for the young woman, Stephanie, who’s staying with me,’ I say quickly, before they can kiss us all. I need to spread the word, and fast.

‘Oh, yes.’ She nods politely, clearly snubbed by my having cut out the formalities.

‘Have you seen her? She has blonde hair, and is very slight,’ I blurt.

‘Ah,’ says Cora, slowly and deliberately, infuriating me. ‘I heard you had one of those homeless people staying with you.’ She smiles but it doesn’t reach her eyes.

‘Um, Stephanie isn’t homeless. She lives with me and works for me.’

Her eyebrows shoot up. ‘Lives with you? I assumed she was doing some kind of community service, payback for what she did to you.’

My hackles rise and I bite my lip.

‘And who’s this little chap?’ she asks, reaching for Tomas, who pulls away and nestles into my neck.

‘This is Tomas,’ I say impatiently.

‘Oh, and is he visiting too?’ She looks at Rhi and Lou.

‘No,’ says Lou. ‘He lives at Le Petit Mas.’

‘Sounds like quite a commune you’ve got there!’ Cora smiles again. ‘Just, well, you don’t need me to tell you to be careful.’

She sips her café au lait.

‘What exactly do you mean by that?’