Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘It is for me. More than enough,’ I say quietly.
‘And for me,’ he crouches beside me, ‘it’s much more than enough to be content. It is everything! I would be a rich man! You are my family, Stephanie and Tomas too. We may not have children, you may not have given birth, but you have created a family, here and in the town. I want to be at your side until I’m old, sharing family life with you.’
Without thinking, I reach out and touch his face, because I can’t not. I hold my hand to his cheek and he kisses my palm, keeping his lips there, sending fireworks through my body, like Bastille Day celebrations, when the French rejoice in a new dawn in France’s history. And this, I think, is mine. I can’t fight it. I can only celebrate it. This is my new dawn with a man I love and a family that has come together through love and trust, and that’s enough.
‘Now,’ he stands and I wonder if he’s leaving, ‘will you please let me take you to bed,’ he says, picking up the wine bottle and the glasses, ‘and let me enjoy starting our new family life together? I don’t need a baby to want to spend the rest of my life with you, Del. You are all I need.’
‘Really?’
‘Trust me. Because we do at least have that.’
I smile and take his hand. I have everyone around me that I love, and that is more than enough. I know that Mum, looking down on me, would agree as the sun disappears over the horizon of the lavender fields, preparing for the new dawn.
Epilogue
There is lavender everywhere, in milk churns, across the terrace over an arch at the clearing with the lavender field behind it. Everything is set. Cream and lavender ribbons blow in the breeze.
‘I want Ralph to come with me,’ says Tomas, in his thick French accent, now totally bilingual and impressing his teachers when he started school.
‘I’m not sure Ralph would make a very good ring-bearer,’ I say, attaching a small lavender corsage to his buttonhole.
‘I want Ralph!’ he says, and his face starts to crumple.
‘Okay, okay, Ralph can come too!’ I don’t want anything to spoil the day as we make our way out into the lavender field.
Everyone is there, on the white chairs from the brocante, in the cool of the spring sunshine.
The music begins and Tomas, holding Ralph’s collar, leads him down the aisle to the lavender-covered archway, where the celebrant, the mayor, is waiting and smiling.