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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Staring at the Wall Club
  4. The Pink Car
  5. Teatime in Germany
  6. Writing for Dummies
  7. I’ve Got Problems
  8. Up Our Tree
  9. No Way!
  10. I Hear Voices
  11. Ten Things
  12. Early Alarm
  13. The Grass Cutters
  14. Rebecca’s a Genius ☺
  15. Guilty ☹
  16. Jake’s a Genius
  17. SCUBAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
  18. The Army in the Box
  19. Dad, Help!
  20. Our Square Is a Battlefield
  21. Weakness
  22. Me, the Knight and the Wardrobe
  23. X + Y = Spy!
  24. Pass the Sauce
  25. Astroboy2008
  26. We Spy
  27. What Have I Done?
  28. Tipping Point
  29. That Kid
  30. Loser!
  31. Desperation
  32. Gunfight
  33. No Chance
  34. Postmortem
  35. I Can Keep a Secret . . .
  36. The Mechanical Turk
  37. Beginner’s Luck?
  38. Panic!
  39. Revenge?
  40. Champion!
  41. Tug of War
  42. The City and the Wall
  43. I’m Sorry, Jake
  44. Why Did Dad Do That?
  45. Surprise!
  46. First Round
  47. Tick, Tick, Tick
  48. Blue Lights and Disinfectant
  49. Is It Okay to Pray Only When You Want Something?
  50. Stage Fright
  51. Hugs and Soppy Films
  52. Plan B
  53. Uh Oh!
  54. What Mr Keytes Said
  55. Teatime in Germany, Again . . .
  56. Worms in My Belly
  57. Final
  58. Down, But Not Out
  59. Knockout
  60. When We Are Famous
  61. Can’t Wait Till Morning
  62. Alerts!
  63. What Do I Do?
  64. Confrontation
  65. Final Curtain
  66. Zip Wire
  67. Acknowledgements

‘It is okay,’ says Granddad. ‘Doesn’t worry, I told you, we all have to lose to get better.’ He stops the car outside his house. ‘When I was your age I lost my first game to an eight-year-old boy from Pankow, a suburb of East Berlin where I lived. He didn’t even seem to look at the board and his hands moved as quickly as a Venus flytrap, just like this Rich. So we all lose.’ Granddad gives me a kind smile, the same type of smile Grandma gave me when I dropped an ice cream in the park.

‘It’s okay, Granddad,’ I say dejectedly, looking into the footwell. ‘I know you’re only trying to make me feel better. But I’m as rubbish at chess as I am at everything else.’ I pick up my bag.

‘No, this isn’t the case,’ says Granddad. ‘I would not just say things for no reason. And, Felix, one more thing.’ He puts his hand on my bag. I wait for him to say something, but he just looks at me for a long time.

‘What is it, Granddad?’ I ask.

‘We all learn from our mistakes,’ he says slowly.

‘I know, Granddad, you just said.’

‘Yes, but not just chess. I mean what happened that Sunday. When you thought I was a spy.’

‘I know, Granddad,’ I repeat. ‘And it was a mistake and I did say I was sorry.’

‘Yes, you did, but I think I should say sorry too.’

‘It’s okay, Granddad. You don’t have to. I’m just glad we’re playing chess again.’

‘Me too, but I need to tell you something if we’re going to keep playing. We cannot have suspicions about each other. We must have trust if we are to continue.’

‘But I do trust you, Granddad.’

I wait for Granddad to say something else, but he just stares ahead like he’s a world away.

I reach for the door handle.

‘Just sit still a while,’ says Granddad, glancing round the square. ‘It is best I tell you here.’

Granddad watches Mrs Hardy cleaning her windows, then turns his head and watches a man outside number twenty-five strap a little girl into a pushchair.

‘What’s wrong, Granddad?’ I ask. ‘What do you need to tell me?’

‘Why I keep the curtains closed. Why I don’t like the phone.’

‘And why you tear up pieces of paper?’

‘Yes, that too.’ Granddad takes one more look around the square, then leans closer to me. ‘Felix,’ he whispers. ‘It is true – my country was full of spies.’

‘So you are . . . !’ Granddad’s words take my breath away.