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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“Yes. Mama seems worried too. Mrs. Huizenga grew up in Belgium, and she told me horrible stories about what happened to her country when the Kaiser’s armies invaded. She thinks it will happen here.”

He didn’t reply right away.

“Your mother and I both remember how the first war disrupted our lives, even though our country wasn’t involved. I was a young man —in love with your mother,” he added with a shy smile. “And I think this war is already disrupting our lives. All of the farmers are shorthanded, for one thing.”

“We feel the tension in the city, too. Professor Huizenga says so many students have gone off for military training that the university is half-empty.”

“Your mother worries about you, Ans. Maybe you could write to her a little more often so she knows you’re all right?”

“Yes, I’m sorry. I’ll try harder from now on. There isn’t a lot to say sometimes.”

He pulled her close in a one-armed hug. “I worry about you, too, my girl. It’s a father’s job to protect his daughter, no matter how old she is.”

Ans thought of the lengths Miriam’s father had gone to protect her and knew Papa would have done the same. “I know, Papa, and I love you for it.”

“You aren’t going to forget how to milk a cow while you’re away, are you?”

She laughed. “Not likely!”

“Well, if you need some practice while you’re home, let me know.”

When it was time for Ans to return to Leiden, Wim rode alongside her for a mile or two, chattering about the war and his best friend’s brother, who had gone away for training. “The Nazis have tanks that can roll over anything in their path and smash it flat,” he said. The wind ruffled his pale hair like wheat. “Nothing stops them! And they have so many planes that they fill the sky from one end to the other!”

“How do you know so much about it?”

“The radio,” he said, shrugging as if it were obvious. “But their tanks won’t get very far in our country. If they try to invade us, we’re going to open the dikes and flood the land and drown them all.”

“Did you learn that from the radio, too?”

“Papa makes me turn it off when they start talking about gruesome things, like what the Nazis did in Poland.”

“I should think so! You’re only twelve!”

“But my friend Hans listens to all of it, every night, and he tells me what I missed.”

Ans wanted to plead with Wim not to listen, to remain an innocent child for just a while longer. She understood what Papa meant when he’d said the war was disrupting their lives.

“Hey, you won’t tell Papa about all the stuff Hans tells me, will you?” Wim asked suddenly.