Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“I’ve also met an interesting family from Cologne, Germany. Miriam Jacobs and her father are Jewish refugees. Professor Huizenga helped Mr. Jacobs find work as a lecturer at the university, and Mrs. Huizenga and I helped them get settled in an apartment.”

“From the looks of things,” Papa said, “they got out of Germany just in time.”

“Miriam’s mother and the rest of her family didn’t make it out. They’re still there. And Miriam’s boyfriend is stuck in Westerbork.”

“War brings so many horrible disruptions,” Mama said. “All of the boys you went to school with, Ans, have gone off for military training.”

“I wish I was old enough to be a soldier,” Ans’s brother said.

“Oh, Wim!” She punched his shoulder. “You’re just a boy.” She could tell by the stubborn jut of his chin that he disagreed.

“We have work to do now that spring has arrived,” Papa said, “and we’re shorthanded.”

“Your father went away for military training too —” Mama began.

“And I’m still in the reserves,” he finished. “I’ll be called up if I’m needed. This invasion of Norway and Denmark worries me. In the meantime, I’m needed on the farm. The government has been stockpiling food so our country will survive if the war disrupts trade.”

“Like Joseph and Pharaoh in the Bible,” Opa said. “Storing food in times of plenty is a very wise thing to do.”

“Wars always bring famine and disease and starvation,” Eloise had told Ans. She looked at the bountiful meal in front of her and couldn’t imagine it.

Papa read from the Bible and prayed after dinner, as he’d done for as long as Ans could remember. Mama asked polite questions about the city and Ans’s job as they did the dishes but seemed hesitant to pry into her personal life. Ans longed to tell her about Erik and how much she missed him now that he was away. But mentioning Erik would bring unwelcome questions about his background and his faith, questions that Ans wasn’t ready to answer.

When the dishes were done, Ans slipped into the barn to talk with Papa. He was diligent about not working on the Lord’s Day, but he still made sure his animals were cared for. He’d changed from his Sunday suit and looked more like the papa she loved in his well-worn work clothes.

“Do you think we’ll be caught up in the war?” Ans asked.

“We managed to stay neutral the first time. We should be able to do it again.”

“Then why do you seem so worried?”

“Do I?” He raked his hand through his thick hair, and Ans thought she saw a few silver strands among the blond ones.