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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“I’m so glad that you and Eloise are all right. I know your work with the underground put you in terrible danger. You’re so thin, Ans.”

“I spent time in Vught Prison. I was delivering ration books and was arrested for breaking curfew. But it’s all in the past now. The war is over and all is well.”

“Professor Huizenga looked so different. I hardly knew him.”

“He suffered terribly in the Amersfoort prison camp. His brother was executed. They paid a huge price for the work they did at the bank, but they saved thousands of lives.”

“I can never repay you for helping us or your parents for hiding Elisheva. So many good, kind people risked their lives for us. I would like to find out about the sisters who owned the last house where I hid. The Nazis arrested them along with me, but we were separated when I was sent to Westerbork.”

“Oh, Miriam! You were in that horrible place?”

“My violin saved me. I played in the camp orchestra, so I was exempt from the transports. Otherwise . . . I heard about the concentration camps . . .”

“And now we have a chance to start all over again.”

“I know that I’ll never have the life I grew up with in Cologne or even the one I had in Leiden with Abba and Avi. My future is going to look very different from what I imagined.”

“That’s true for all of us, I think.” The train was moving too slowly, starting and stopping so many times that Miriam wanted to scream. She needed to keep talking or she would go crazy.

“You had a boyfriend . . . will you marry him now?” she asked Ans.

“I broke up with Erik. I couldn’t accept what he did, helping the Nazis, joining the Nazi Party. Professor Huizenga says that all of the NSB members are being captured and sent to Westerbork. I suppose that means Erik, too.”

“I don’t wish that place on anyone.”

“The professor said he hopes there will be justice, not revenge.”

“I know that evil people exist in this world, but there are good ones, too. Whatever happens . . . if Elisheva and I are the only ones who’ve survived, I want to raise her to be one of the good ones.”

They arrived at another station and waited to transfer to a different train. After an eternity, they arrived in the small village near Ans’s farm. She and Miriam were both too weary to walk the final miles, so Miriam waited some more while Ans begged a ride from someone she knew in town.