Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise for Lynn Austin
- Also by Lynn Austin
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- EPILOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- A Note from the Author
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
After a while Mama asked, “Have you thought about your future plans now that the Nazis have surrendered?”
“I think I’ll need time to get used to freedom first.” Ans smiled. “When I moved to Leiden, I was so naive. I didn’t know anything about myself or what I wanted to do with my life. The war has taught me so much about God and people —and about myself. I know those experiences have shaped me and changed me . . . I’m just not quite sure what it all means for my future yet.”
“Before you left home and we were arguing so much, I went to Opa for advice. He told me that your stubbornness and your strong will might be your greatest asset one day. I see now how right he was.”
Ans laughed and hugged her mama. “Have you heard anything from Elisheva’s parents?” Mama asked.
A wellspring of sorrow opened in Ans’s heart at the thought of Miriam and Avi. “No, but I haven’t lost hope.”
“I’ve been showing her the photographs of her family.” She gestured to the album on the table next to Ans. “I’ve been trying to prepare her . . . but for what, I don’t know. It’s going to be hard to let her go. One more loss to grieve. She’s my beloved daughter —but she isn’t.”
“It will be hard for her, too. You’re the only mother she remembers.” Ans reached for the photograph album and opened it, leafing through the pages. She found the letter Miriam had written to Lena and the one she’d addressed to Elisheva. “Have you read this to her?” Ans asked.
“No. Not yet.”
“Maybe it’s time.”
Mama drew a deep breath as if for courage, then nodded. “Bep, honey, come here for a minute. I want us to read this letter together.” The girl played a few more notes, then slid off the bench to sit on Lena’s lap, leaning comfortably against her shoulder. “It’s from your mother, the one you had before you came to us. Remember how the baby rabbits grew inside their mama? Well, you grew inside this mother that way.”
“I knew your mother,” Ans said. “I remember when you were still in her tummy, and I saw you when you were first born. They named you Elisheva —it means ‘God’s promise.’ Your mother and father loved you very, very much. They were so sad when they couldn’t take care of you anymore. I’m the one who brought you here to stay with this mama and papa for a while.”
Lena opened the envelope and pulled out Miriam’s letter.