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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Lena ran to her son, stumbling forward, her legs unable to carry her fast enough, and embraced him with all the joy and love she’d felt on the day he was born. He was so tall! She’d forgotten how tall he was. Had he grown taller while he’d been away? His fair hair was long and ragged and needed to be cut. His chin felt stubbly when she kissed it. Pieter would have to teach him to shave. She was holding Wim at last! It didn’t seem real. Her husband was home and now her son. Thank God, thank God!

Lena laughed when Wim also asked for a glass of milk. She poured him one, remembering that he’d been caring for the cows when the Nazis took him. Unlike Pieter, who didn’t want to talk about the past few months, Wim told his story as if it had been an adventure. “We weren’t treated badly,” he said. “But when the Nazis heard that the Canadians were coming, they just left us in the camp and drove away. The Canadians fed us and told us we could all go home, but we didn’t even know where we were. They had to draw us a map!” He chuckled before adding, “I guess I should have paid more attention in geography class.”

“Were you scared?” Maaike asked. “I would be.”

“When they shoved me into the back of that truck and we drove away . . . and I had no idea where . . .” He paused, gathering himself. “Ja, I was scared. I prayed the Lord’s Prayer, over and over, because those were the only words that came to mind. And it helped.”

Lena gazed at this boy, soon to be a man, and her heart swelled with love and pride.

“The work got so hard that sometimes I thought I was going to drop . . . and they would beat us if we stopped working . . . so I started saying the Twenty-third Psalm, too. The others heard me mumbling all day and started calling me Dominie —but I knew they meant it in a good way. We were all young, all scared. I wasn’t the oldest, but I was the tallest.” He smiled, then took another gulp of milk. “After a while, the others started asking me to pray for them, too. They sort of depended on me. I knew I had to stay strong and ask God to keep me going because I didn’t want to let the others down. I thought of Opa so often. Things he said in his sermons . . . I remembered how he’d held all the people in his church together.”

“Yes . . . he did do that,” Lena murmured.

Wim looked up at her. “Do you think I could really be one someday?” he asked.